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Sakai !

2011-10-11T14:05:00.001+08:00

This is just a reminder to those who mess with my family.

My sister was disturbed by this indian palia kid. He claims he's 21. MY ASS LA. and then when I'm chatting with him. He's suddenly nice saying that he's sorry and won't disturb her anymore. Then suddenly he scold me bad word and look like he wanna fight me.

He said his brother was scolding me and angry.

Here's one thing. I'm the one angry here. That brother HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH THIS. SO GET LOST. None of your business.

And he creeped my sister out! She's really scared coz he got her number ( dunno how la ) and called her and sms her. He got put her picture as his profile picture before. WHAT THE FARK. And when i asked him, he said his friend put wan. -_- i might be dumb, but not that dumb.

So get lost. Stop disturbing my family. I'm not scared. Even if your brother bash me up coz he's angry, i'll rip his head off BECAUSE I'M ANGRIER!

Please la , so what if you're stupid but has muscles? You think i really care?

Just because I'm a girl, doesn't mean I'm weak. Just because my sister looks weak doesn't mean you can bully her or harm her in any way too! Useless dicks ==

Tired of scolding ady. So hope you get the message.

See ya! Tired , like really sleepy lol.

Monkehh Yee signing out~

Thanks for making me smile :)

Hope I made you smile on your special day..

Small update :P

2011-09-16T00:28:00.003+08:00

OH MY FREAK! ITS LIKE 18 MORE DAYS TO PMR!

And you probably think I'm panicking and studying my ass off.

I will tell you a small secret.. I just ~~Blackshot~~ today.

SHHHHH! Our little secret :P..

HHAHAHAHAHHAHA. Anyways, WHAT UP PEEPS. I'VE GROWN 0.000005MM SHORTER FOR THE PAST FEW DECADES.

Haha i was messing around. Jokes aside, now i'm being serious.

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

HAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHA

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAH

AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHA

AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHHA

LMAO.

I seriously need to get to my point.

Citizens, I'm pregnant.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Its a joke I made up when in tuition. I can't remember how i made it up but i think it had smtg to do with Joyce. She was asking about smtg, and i think she said the king got pregnant and stuff. So i said "The queen get pregnant la! The King where got! what is he gonna say to his kingdom? Citizens, I'm pregnant. ?"

I think la. Gosh, LTML. LONG-TERM-MEMORY-LOSS.

Anyways, I want to intro to you the guy I've been stalking :P

Although he likes pink, i don't really mind. His face is to DIE FORRRR. And his bodayyy :P When he smiles, its like WTFREAK CUTE ALERT. And and, even when he's not smiling, he looks cute anyways!

Yes i care for him more than you :D curious ehh? well.. you all know him wan. I told about him many times to you guys ady. More hints? Okay.

HE'S KOREAN! WEEEEEEEE~

Almighty Key! <3

Hahahaha. No I'm not in love. I just like him for his looks :P HE'S CUTE RIGHT. GOOGLE HIM! Key aka KimKiBum. From SHINee :D

Aww :( i was planning for a really teeny tiny small update..

Look how long it is now.

I have management issues.

LIKE I CARE. HAHAHAHHA. WEEEEEEEEEE~

Oh yeah, today i quite bad lucked :( First, i tak dapat tidur [ SLEEP IS IMPORTANT TO ME OKAY LAUGH ALL YOU WANT HA-HA VERY FUNNY LALALALALA ] Then, i lost a key. [ NO NOT KEY FROM SHINEE ] and then got nagged. Bullied and pwned in Blackshot. And and, no mood ady la that time! :( even SOME PEOPLE can't really make me happy. So much for being... *to whom it may concern. you know what i mean* So i entertained myself :D

~~With~~ ~~KH.~~ *jeng jeng jeng*

Seriously, for the first time KH made me happy.

I'm all alone T_T

I need friends :( *KH book comes along* OMG GET LOST.

..... How lifeless can I get? Beyond your imaginations my friend. *answers self*

*awkward silence*

ANYWAYS I'M GONNA SLEEP NOW HEH BYE SEE YA LOVE YA ASS PEEPS HOPING THEY'RE SMALLER THAN MINE WEEE GOING NOW BYE COME ON STOP READING MY HANDS ARE TIRED MUMMY SHE/HE WONT STOP READING KILL THAT PERSON PLEASE YES YES TAKE THAT KNIFE NO WAIT JUST ELECTROCUTE THEM WEEEEE STOP READING PLEASE OH COME ON SERIOUSLY NOTHING TO SEE HERE ONLY FOR ADULTS LIKE ME 18 AND ABOVE YUP I'M A MATURED GIRL HEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEH.

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that. was very very random.

Haha okay la I'm really gonna sleep. My neck hurts. Since i was at tuition. I think i crouch too much :/ See ya later!

Monkehh Yee signing out~

P/S: What does P/S stand for ah? LOL

Hoi, little boy <3

You seem to think that game is the most important thing in your life.

GOMENASAI!

2011-08-29T16:17:00.000+08:00

Heh, well first of all. I'm really sorrry that i havent been updating lately....

I HAVE A VERY DECENT EXPLANATION OKAY!!

I was lazy.

Nuff said.

Hahaha anyways, my trials just finished. WTSHIT YO. Damn freakking shitty the papers. And Some of the papers were so hard i couldnt sleep :( GRRR.

So yeah THE FREAKKING HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE!!! Well, now i can relax and stuffs...

MY ASS LA. NO FREAKKING RELAXING TIME OKAY.

Mum keeps giving us extra housework, saying that school holiday time we too free liao so can use that time to do housework. How pleasant. WTFREAK.

I'm cursing too much. :( AHHH FARK IT LA. XD

OHHH OHHH and i guess you guys realise my blogskin is changed :D well i know i used this before but i cant find any new ones that will fit lor. And i changed the writings alot. See Profile and Connections, they're all updated :D CHECK IT OUT !

And and, i'm currently watching anime. Yaoi anime :D

YES PEEPS. IM WATCHING GAY ANIME. HHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHA

Ohh shut up la. Its not wrong kay. And i gotta admit. Gays kiss better than straight couples. And besides, I've read alot of straight couple mangas, not many are awesome. So far, this anime is like THE BEST GAY ANIME I WATCHED. Well its coz its the oni gay anime i watched. LOOOL.

Call me a weirdo , call me a pervy. Well im not gonna pity myself coz im gonna pity you guys! for not able to enjoy the awesome anime yet :D HAHHAH

Ohh ohh! And if you guys are interested in watching, here's the link :P
http://www.animefreak.tv/watch/sekaiichi-hatsukoi-episode-1-online

For those pervy types, there's the uncensored ones :P HAHAHHAHAHAH. You know what i mean =) WEEEEEEEEE~http://www.mangafox.com/manga/sekaiichi_hatsukoi/

Lalala~ I'm weird. Lalala~

My life is going pretty suckish. My parents are now putting this new rule, by taking all phones at night and giving it back by morning. Why? Coz well, they like jumping to conclusions and many peeps in this house are big mouths. Nuff said.

Yes I'm pissed. They dont really respect any of my privacy do they? Pfft!

I want to go out :(

BUT APPARENTLY I CAN'T. You know why?! Because my house is already locked up by some green slimey aliens and they claim we are their pets. They're feeding us gourmet food and demanding us to sing ABC to them. We get RM 100000000000000000000000000000000 a day and they expect us to spend it finish by a week. Now I'm hear listen to the slimey aliens talking about how pretty they look.

Lol, that was really lame.

I need friends :( *cries*

LOOOOL That wasnt creative at all! :( my brain cells are dying. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

I <3 Nigahiga :D LESS THAN THREE! I havent been checking on him lately :( coz of my exams la. Kanasai :P anywayssss, someone claims Smosh is much better than Nigahiga.

WELL FOR YOUR INFO. NIGAHIGA HAS 4 MILLION SUBSCRIBERS! AND HE'S FREAKKING FUNNY OKAY.And he's hot. He can breakdance. His expression is hilarious! And most imporatantly,

HE'S ASIAN.

Lol joking. But seriously. How could the lame Smosh ever be compared to Nigahiga? Seriously.

No offence to Smosh fans. Except someone in particular. BWAHAHAHAHHA

Well i guess thats about it? My sis is grumbling.

YADEH YADEH YAAAAA. *thats how she speaks* ahahahhahahah

Monkehh Yee signing out~

P/S: Listen to my playlist! Its new :D
P/SS: Remember to read the other parts of my blog. Like the welcoming part and my profile! =)

Jerk :P <3

I just want to know whats on your mind.

Monkehh's world these days

2011-07-17T18:36:00.001+08:00

Haha just to update you about my life abit. Since its been a looooooong time since I've last blogged!

So far, exams are like, IN MY BRAIN ALL THE TIME! And practically EVERYWHERE I GO. Teachers will be halfway teaching and say "this might come out for exam. Ramalan says so blah blah".. Then tuition "this question came out last year. blah blah" . Home? Parents " EH GO STUDY YOUR PMR IS NEAR OKAY" WAIT THERE'S MORE!

Actually I can't rmb anymore of it. Anyways, its so ironic! Everyday i think of exams. Zzz.

Heh, i learnt a new word, IRONY! I dunno what it means actually, but i know how to use it. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

I'm.

Just.

Awesome.

ANYWAYS, I've been having issues with myself lately. I'm kinda short tempered and kinda sensitive. Sorry to those i ter-scold ><.. I seriously gotta learn to calm myself down. Wtf.

OHH! And my school's canteen day!!! IT WAS SO FREAKKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Boring.

Heck, even a game of chess seems more fun than this year's canteen day. I was practically at the games stall doing hair service. WTSHIT the place was too small for people to know there was Hair Spray here! Thank god i did a sign. But it was too small to notice of course =/.. We did friend finders too. And the friend finders i dun think it was really good. Not many people came. When the place closing adi, people started coming.

And halfway our shift, Jasdeep and Buva pergi mana saya tak tau. Leaving me alone with Hair Spray. Samore the friend finder stall i dunno how to operate! Wth.

So anyways. It wasn't as fun as the previous one. SUPERB BORING. But i met alot of peeps there! I saw the gay [vhimall], I-vy, Nazurah, Sin Chiang, Rath, Yaamini and alot more.

LOL sorry for not being hyper in this post! I'm tired and bored. So i online so that i won't sleep >< waiting for someone to text me laaaa. my phone has been dead for quite awhile =(

Since I'm not as hyper to entertain you, I have a picture that might make you LMAO.

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHA i dunno why i CRACKED when i saw this!! HAHAHHAHAHHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA.

Okay I wanna do other stuffs now. Like, play SDO :D See ya!

MonKey Yee signing out~

Just a small update :D

2011-07-16T00:13:00.000+08:00

Heh, just a small update :D OH before that...

NIKE SAYS HI!!

Lol anyways, tomorrow choir competition. I'm scared ><

Hope we get it! :D

Haha too simple la this post, because im kinda tired and i wanna sleep now. So yeah. Paiseh !

MonKey Yee signing out~

Hope it works , Spongebob :)

I guess I'm not good enough?

2011-06-16T18:28:00.000+08:00

Yeah today I was apparently hurt by two friends. Do they deserve the word 'friends'? That's for you to decide.

To be honest, I don't like the way you do your thing. I guess its not my business, as you always said. But its obviously affecting our lives too. I'm not talking bad. I'm just saying.

And please la, I said that on Facebook coz i can't see your face and shout it at you okay? So pick which one you want, me getting super pissed or just trying to calm down and type it off? You decide, since you're wiser than me.

I admit I scold loads of vulgarities. But now I feel its a sin I say those words. So I learnt my lesson. And now you go around scolding it, now i feel other people's pain. Of my vulgar words before. So just to tell you a little mistake you did, made you hate me? Made you despise me? I just don't get you. And she's MY FRIEND. Will always be. And you too. But I don't know why, you want it this way. Are you sure you want it this way?

Plus, I know you have rights. WE ALL DO. And its also my right to defend for my friend. So its a win win situation, no? You only want US to understand YOU. So what about US? You never took a small time to think "Whoa if i say this behind her back, I'm sure she's gonna get hurt" or maybe "She's my friend. I shouldn't do that". I trust you did. Coz you're wiser, right?

Words like "The pain will be always at my heart, never leaving" or "Your sins are carved on my heart. So there's no point of saying sorry". Please, I don't read, understand or wanna hear these kinda words. They are just poems to make you feel like you're saying something smart. To be honest, it makes us look stupid. Like we're so poetic we don't see reality. So yeah, that's just my opinion.

Jumping to conclusions is also part of the thing i hate. I know its YOUR OWN PROBLEM, not mine. But it ALSO AFFECTS US TOO. A little problem is a bigger problem, why? Because we're jumping to conclusions. "Eh i think she did this because of blah blah blah" When will you ever just try to ASK us instead of stab us behind our back?

Not only me feeling the impact, apparently my FRIEND also. She never said anything or do anything, yet you still bomb her with gossips and vulgarities? And simply blame her for a problem that was actually NOTHING to do with her? She apparently was LEFT OUT and luckily, she has other friends. And you? You still have everybody! Except you lost ONE friend. And you just let that problem to lose her. Well, I ask you readers, Does it look like that person pentingkan friendship? For me, nope. She just let her go just like that just because she wants to know SHE'S RIGHT. And we're all wrong. To be honest, it all began with you. Just YOU. That's my opinion. If you have others, care to share. I would really like to hear.

I never said I was smart. I never said I'm acting smart. So what makes you say that? Just because I'm saying the things from my point of view and you hate it, you have to compliment it like that? Thanks. I guess I know already.

Now this part, I seriously wanna laugh. You said I don't dare to say face to face to you? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Funny la you. Of course I dare! And not only say leh, SHOUT at your face :D I chose peace, which is not verbally but by writing. At least I won't loose control and sort this out without exploding emotions. So now I ask you, I don't dare? I dare. But for your sake, for our sake, i picked that choice. And now you challenge me, saying i don't dare? Well, come find me la, in my class when no teacher around, we sort this out loh. I can't say 100% I won't get mad at you. I've been mad at you for a very long time. But its all kept aside coz you're my friend. So which ever way you want, its all up to you.

So you regret trusting me? Just because I corrected a small mistake of yours? See the jumping to conclusions situation? I don't get you. From my point of view, its all just wrong. Even I'm wrong, but i'm not the one who started the commotion. And its wrong for you to trust me too? Its okay then. I accept that I'm the worst friend you ever had :)

I just wanna ask you, DO YOU KNOW THE TRUE MEANING OF FRIENDSHIP? I bold it nicely for you. So, do you? Is it just because we talk nice nice then its call friendship? Or is the friend willing to be hurt just to make her feel happy? Or maybe.. There are many possibilities. But so far, true friendship doesn't mean to defend that person always even though they are wrong. And to hurt them all the time, but you feel fun so you don't care. So what's you opinion? Tag in the Shoutmix. =)

And here's what I feel about myself. I'm the ugliest person on Earth. I can't make people happy. All i do is hurt people, over and over again. I hurt you, i hurt her, i hurt him. I'm impatient. I'm an asshole. I'm a bitch. I have fun with my friends because all I want them to be is HAPPY. If I'm not happy, it actually doesn't matter because I just want you, my friends to be happy. Nothing really matters to me more. That also applies to my family. My health and wealth isn't important. I just want to make them happy.

Why i study so hard for? Cz i want my parents happy. Why I talk so much , trying to make the situation brighter? Just to make my friends happy. Why I always beg my parents buy stuff for Nike although I know it will cost me smtg too? Coz i want Nike happy. Why I keep beg and force and try to convince my parents if any outing, I MUST GO. No matter what she say, i go pak toh lah this la that la, i just ignore and just go. Why? Coz at least, i want my friends to have fun. No matter what.

Just remember, all i wanted is for EVERYONE to be happy. From now on, I wanna learn to make people happy and be a better friend, sister, daughter and many more. I'm sorry for hurting. I just want you to know you're also hurting MY FRIENDS.

Comment what you want, hate me for all i care. I'm doing this for my friend. And nothing will stop me.

And for the second friend? I dont know if 'she's' even sincere about the friendship. Haih, dunno. As long as she's happy right?
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No mood. Not emo-ing! I never emo okay :) Just want all this to end. How much more can we all take? I guess i can take one or two. Others? More tears? I don't know.

All I know, this fight, is a joke.

A joke we should forget and never repeat again.

MonKey Yee signing out~

Nike Yee Mae Lyn :)

2011-05-14T01:11:00.001+08:00

A special post for my AWESOME DOGGIE!!! EEEE I LOVE HERRR!! Short biography ;

Name : Nike Yee Mae Lyn

Age : 5 months ++

Colour : Black

Breed : No idea xD

And she's so CUTEEEE!!!!! I LOVE HER!!! Here are some pics [p/s: Aashi, here is Nike!! :) ]

When it was a month old. Awww xD

Look at how five months changed her!

Heh. Cute!!

AWWWWW!! IT WAS SO SMALL AND TINY!!! AWWW!!

Now it grow adi. HAHAHAHAHAHHA

Nike doesn't like getting wet. So she glares at the rain xD

What can I say? She's awesome :)

I LOVE THIS SHOT <333

Gawd, i just love her! SO FREAKKING ALOT!!

MonKey Yee signning out~

UPDATED IN WELL, A THOUSAND YEARS!!

2011-05-14T00:56:00.000+08:00

Fuuhh~ Plenty of dust in this blog ><.. heh, sorry! Having exams like, EVERY MONTH. So not gonna be updating as usual. ya knw? and SUPER BUSYYY!

Okay just to make really short updates. I recently watched the movie I'm not stupid too. DAMN SAD WEYH. I cry EVERYTIME!!!! And gosh, i just can cry again and again by watching that show. If you haven't watch it, YOU HAVE TOO!!! here's a short video ;

Hope you enjoy it :)

Next post, NIKE!!! <3

Monkehh Yee signing out~

4th April 2011 =)

2011-04-09T14:53:00.000+08:00

Well, just to make it really short. I didn't enjoy my birthday this year. But anyways, thanks to you guys who wished me :D.. Thanks for wishing me in Facebook, in person and also via sms. Thanks alot! I really appreciate the wishes :)..

Here are the awesome pressies i got :D

Photo frame and anti-dandruff shampoo [ =_= ] : Jasdeep and Buva
Smaller box of Forero Rocher : Jeslyn
Bigger box of Forerro Rocher and chocolate : Mummy
Teddy bear : Audrey
Blue glass : Sophia
Shoe keychain : Jo-Kym

Wong gave me this! :D LOVE YOUUU!! Adorable right? Name is Joey Yee :D Brother of Nicholas Yee! xD

Thanks :)

OMG MANDY BAKED THIS FOR ME AND IT WAS SO DELICIOUS I ATE IT ALL AHHAHAHAH. Well not really, my friends and family also ate la. They love it :DDDD

THANK YOUUU MANDYYY!!!!

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Haha well thats the end of my post. Gotta go study. Fokus PMR next next week. And I HAVE TO STUDY NOW.

PS: PMR is stressing me :(

Monkehh Yee signing out~

I'm against abortion. Are you?

2011-03-20T19:02:00.000+08:00

Okay before I go with the story thats related to the title. I'm SUPERBY sorry I haven't been updating. Very busy ya knw =/.. Samore I have PMR. So yeah very busy.

This might be my last post for the next few months? Well hope you guys learn something from this! Touching and to be honest, it smacks your head awake lol.

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i love you mommy, but you don't love me :(

Hi, Mommy. I'm your baby. You don't know me yet, I'm only a few weeks old. You're going to find out about me soon, though, I promise. Let me tell you some things about me. My name is John, and I've got beautiful brown eyes and black hair. Well, I don't have it yet, but I will when I'm born. I'm going to be your only child, and you'll call me your one and only. I'm going to grow up without a daddy mostly, but we have each other. We'll help each other, and love each other. I want to be a doctor when I grow up.

You found out about me today, Mommy! You were so excited, you couldn't wait to tell everyone. All you could do all day was smile, and life was perfect. You have a beautiful smile, Mommy. It will be the first face I will see in my life, and it will be the best thing I see in my life. I know it already.

Today was the day you told Daddy. You were so excited to tell him about me! ...He wasn't happy, Mommy. He kind of got angry. I don't think that you noticed, but he did. He started to talk about something called wedlock, and money, and bills, and stuff I don't think I understand yet. You were still happy, though, so it was okay. Then he did something scary, Mommy. He hit you. I could feel you fall backward, and your hands flying up to protect me. I was okay... but I was very sad for you. You were crying then, Mommy. That's a sound I don't like. It doesn't make me feel good. It made me cry, too. He said sorry after, and he hugged you again. You forgave him, Mommy, but I'm not sure if I do. It wasn't right. You say he loves you... why would he hurt you? I don't like it, Mommy.

Finally, you can see me! Your stomach is a little bit bigger, and you're so proud of me! You went out with your mommy to buy new clothes, and you were so so so happy. You sing to me, too. You have the most beautiful voice in the whole wide world. When you sing is when I'm happiest. And you talk to me, and I feel safe. So safe. You just wait and see, Mommy. When I am born I will be perfect just for you. I will make you proud, and I will love you with all of my heart.

I can move my hands and feet now, Mommy. I do it because you put your hands on your belly to feel me, and I giggle. You giggle, too. I love you, Mommy.

Daddy came to see you today, Mommy. I got really scared. He was acting funny and he wasn't talking right. He said he didn't want you. I don't know why, but that's what he said. And he hit you again. I got angry, Mommy. When I grow up I promise I won't let you get hurt! I promise to protect you. Daddy is bad. I don't care if you think that he is a good person, I think he's bad. But he hit you, and he said he didn't want us. He doesn't like me. Why doesn't he like me, Mommy?

You didn't talk to me tonight, Mommy. Is everything okay?

It's been three days since you saw Daddy. You haven't talked to me or touched me or anything since that. Don't you still love me, Mommy? I still love you. I think you feel sad. The only time I feel you is when you sleep. You sleep funny, kind of curled up on your side. And you hug me with your arms, and I feel safe and warm again. Why don't you do that when you're awake, any more?

I'm 21 weeks old today, Mommy. Aren't you proud of me? We're going somewhere today, and it's somewhere new. I'm excited. It looks like a hospital, too. I want to be a doctor when I grow up, Mommy. Did I tell you that? I hope you're as excited as I am. I can't wait.

...Mommy, I'm getting scared. Your heart is still beating, but I don't know what you are thinking. The doctor is talking to you. I think something's going to happen soon. I'm really, really, really scared, Mommy. Please tell me you love me. Then I will feel safe again. I love you!

Mommy, what are they doing to me!? It hurts! Please make them stop! It feels bad! Please, Mommy, please please help me! Make them stop!

Don't worry Mommy, I'm safe. I'm in heaven with the angels now. They told me what you did, and they said it's called an abortion.

Why, Mommy? Why did you do it? Don't you love me any more? Why did you get rid of me? I'm really, really, really sorry if I did something wrong, Mommy. I love you, Mommy! I love you with all of my heart. Why don't you love me? What did I do to deserve what they did to me? I want to live, Mommy! Please! It really, really hurts to see you not care about me, and not talk to me. Didn't I love you enough? Please say you'll keep me, Mommy! I want to live smile and watch the clouds and see your face and grow up and be a doctor. I don't want to be here, I want you to love me again! I'm really really really sorry if I did something wrong. I love you!

I love you, Mommy.

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

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Take care peeps! Hope to blog soon. if i can ><

Sincerity from Your Monkehh

Bitch off?

2011-02-20T00:52:00.001+08:00

I just don't get it what is your problem? Do you like, have life problems or something? Seriously coz since form 1, gawd you never fail TO MAKE ME GET SO EFFING PISSED AT YOU!

So far starting this year, you were OKAY. Then suddenly, you got so fuggin' irritating! Everyday I will see your face non-stop. And well, yes i don't like you. That's why I don't wanna see you. Then well, I TOLERATED! I tried to be friendly, I didn't wanna fight or anything. I'm just gonna get over it, but apparently, you made it QUITE difficult.

Suddenly in Science class, you put your blardy ass into our group table? I mean, HELLO! That table is usually W, J, B, T, Y and Me sit wan. It's already kinda full and packed, you wanna squeeze your freakking head into the group? WTF. Then the first week, teacher sent me to THE BACK because of you! She said the table too much ppl. I can't blame the teacher, because you are the one to be blamed for.

Then second week? B went to the back pulak. I just tried to calm down, but apparently your face right infront isnt helping me to calm down. == Then I told to B, "See? What happens when she comes?" and what the fark she just ignored. Okay FINE, TOLERATED!

The third week? SHE STILL WANT TO SIT THERE. Okay, WHATEVER I'M GOING TO THE BACK VOLUNTARILY. I don't care if you give me space to sit infront, apparently somebody's gonna be kicked to the back. Of course, my so called best friends said NOTHING! Zzz. Thank God Vi Lynn could understand how pissed I was.

The next few days, OMIGOD SHE WAS LIKE TAILING *TOOT* to the SHITS! As if she's stalking HER! Samore Toot never said anything, and Toot2 also. So whatever la hor? ==

Then today, thats like the last straw. I felt BETRAYED! I was busy for 4 periods helping the teacher's doing the backdrop, and when i get back TIRED AND FINGERS PAINING FROM THE SMALL NEEDLES, Wong told me I sitting with Sophia. I was like "why? Toot and Toot2 leh?" Wong : " She took your place liao "

~~WHAT.TH~~E.~~FARK~~

Just when I disappear for a moment to help teacher, ~~my so called besties~~ let HER sit at MY PLACE? And they claimed that She will shift to another place when I come back. OH FOR GOD SAKE! I know you both very well. You can give those ~~fu*king~~ lies to every single person around, BUT NOT ME. I've been with you guys for years, and those words is full of LIES!

You guys know i HATE HER, i DESPISE HER! Yet you guys let her sit at MY PLACE in class and makmal! Where else? You want her as your new bestie???????

And the day before, she cried. And you guys were like " aww don't cry its okay. Its just something normal" and try to pujuk her. WHY ARE YOU PEOPLE SO BLIND?! The reason she cried is to get people's attention! And apparently, you guys fell for her. She got YOUR attention. Please la, for years I've been falling for people's tears and apparently got stabbed at the back for being too naive. Now, I'm not gonna PITY her. She doesn't need pity-ness. She just needs her GUTS to stop depending on people.

And guess what? If i cried, I BET Toot and Toot2 would just simply pujuk me. Even if it was FAKE TEARS. Too naive. Just too naive.

I'm not being heartless, I'm just saying ;

WE ARE ALREADY 15 YEARS OLD. AND THOSE GIRLS AS OLD AS THAT DON'T CRY. ONLY BABIES DO.

So yeah, if you wanna really have me to kesian you, you just gotta do better than tears.

I'm not being mean. I'm just telling you, THIS IS FARKING LIFE. Stop crying or whining. Fix yourself before you even cry. Not only me is angry at you, other people are also annoyed with you. So yeah, fix your problem. NOT OURS.

And to those Toots who are ~~my so called best friends.~~ No, I'm not saying sorry. I advised, and advised, AND ADVISED. Well, nothing went into your heads. So, is it my fault? Whatever la hor? To be honest, i always felt 2 over 3. I always did, but i try to kick it away, for the sake of peace. But now it seems there's no more three, for me. For you guys and the gf of yours.

And last words to irritating people out there.

BITCH OFF.

NeverEm0~~JC

Best Friendssss :D

2011-02-12T00:27:00.000+08:00

They have been with me and my besties for like 4 to 5 years. They are CRAZY! And awesome ;).. They had their burfdays last month in January. I was kinda busy. So i couldnt post it on time. So yeah, sorry ><.. You know who they are, right? (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUVA AND JASDEEP!!!!

Hope we still be crazy ass-es until form 5! :D Love ya guys ;)

Nights world!

NeverEm0~~JC

To Ma Cheh Cheh YikThong

2011-02-12T00:13:00.000+08:00

omg isnt she like SO EFFING PRETTY???

Well guess what? She's my pet sis :D and im proud of it! xD Coz she's super awesome, super leng, super sexy, super tall, super fun and a great friend ^^

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHONG YIK THONG CHEH CHEHHH! <3 <3

Next post peeps. Buaibai!

NeverEmo~~JC

I hacked my sister's blog :D

2011-01-19T18:50:00.000+08:00

HEY!! IM A CRAZY ASS!!!

Hey. I know you know that we know now that you know she knows that he knows that I know..

THIS ISN'T MAE FONG.

Yeah. I'm an alien. An awesome alien. I rock your universe people. SO BE GRATEFUL. I'M THE ONE WHO PROVIDES BREAD ON YOUR TABLE YA KNOW. Fine not the bread, one crumb of it.

ANYWAYS!!!!!!

I'm awesome :D.. HAHAAHHAHAHAHHAHAH. I know. I'm kinda destroying my sister's first post on her first post. But...

WHATEVER!!!

Yeah she feels like crushing me. So sad right? WHAT KINDA SISTER IS SHE?!?!?!??!?!?!? SHE WANTS TO KILL THE MOST AWESOMEST PERSON IN THE WORLD!! CRUEL!!

KILL HER!!!

Nahh i'm joking. She can't kill me. Coz i'll kill her first :D..

You know WHY i'm blogging her first post?

So that when you guys read HERS, you wont die of boredom. I mean seriously, I'm like, saving your ass. So that you would live to have grandchildren! AND GREATGRANDCHILDREN! AND GREATGRANDCHILDREN! AND AND AND ME!! Wait i won't come out of your children's tummy.. Coz you have to be AWESOME to make a baby of me :D..

Okae fine I'm kinda making you people bored right. I ask you to view this very awesome blog. Full of crap. And I accept comments. But if you comment wrongly, call the Ghost Busters. Coz Im gonna haunt you tonight.

SERIOUSLY!! LOOK! AT THE BACK OF YOU!!! I'M HERE!!!! *grabs your neck and chops it off* hey you have no head. GHOST!!!!!!!!!!

Hey seriously, GO TO MY BLOG!! No, i won't put the link here. Coz i know my sis will disrupt my privacy. YES SHE WILL. YES. YOU WILL. YES. YOU WILL. DONT DENY. HA. HA. LAUGH ALL YOU WANT. I KNOW YOU WILL.

Yeah i was talking to my sis jz now. So ignore those block letters.

What was i talking about again?

OWH YEAH!!!! MY BLOG!! THE MOST AWESOMEST BLOG IN HISTORY OF MAE YUEN!!

Oops i just said out my identity :D.. DON'T TELL IT TO ANYONE! I'm a secret CIA agent. And I work for the FBI. I'm undercover to destroy my sister's first blog post. SO YEAH! KEEP IT SECRET!! Or i will pepper spray you!!!! DON'T CHALLENGE ME!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA..

That was a very random laugh .__________________.

Anyways, i guess i did a good job at destroying her first blog post. BWAHAHHAHA!! And superman saves the day! *powerpuff girls theme song plays* Okay, that was awkward o_o

My sis says im intruding her privacy! I AM NOT!! I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW MANY HAIRS SHE HAS ON HER HEAD! NOW THAT'S PRIVACY OKAY!! I DON'T KNOW NOTHING! But i know her passwords. HAHAHAHAHHA.

Passwords are meant for sharing okay. But only between me. Coz i find it so selfish of her not to share right? =D

Is it long enough? Yeah i guess so. OH YEAH!! WATCH NIGAHIGA! HE'S SO EFFING AWESOME!!!

" If roses are red, and violets are blue, then what the hell is the colour violet?"]

"Bieber-blast HAH!"

"Pwned"

"Bromance!!"

HAHAHAH. he's awesome right? I KNOW!! XDD.. Watch his videos! EVERY SINGLE ONE! OR I WILL CHOP YOUR LEG NEXT!! *gets an axe and sharpens it*

Yeah btw, VISIT MY BLOG!! If you wanna know, add me in facebook =).. Name? MaeYuen Lurbsungjahung. Or Mae Yuen. You can find me wan. Coz im famous :D

HAHAHHA okae okae all i said up there are purely JOKES! Not real. Okay some are. Some are not. You're smart enough to know right?

Nope i don't think so. DON'T YOU EVER GO TO SCHOOL?

OH right, today no school. It's a school holiday. Fine you're all excused. For now.

Okay I'm tired xD. PEACE OUT

NeverEmo~~JC

OH YEAH AND MAE FONG'S SIGNATURE.

Mae-Fong-doesnt-know-her-signature-so-this-is-her-temporary-one-for-now-haha-i-know-right-its-awesome-okay-fine-peace-out

Crap my crappy life

2011-01-19T18:49:00.000+08:00

Yes. Crap my crappy life. For being so crappy busy I can't update my crappy blog. DON'T BLAME MEE!! ITS THE HOMEWORK! THEY ARE TO BLAME! I am innocent. ~~So innocent, you'd think I'm so angelic I'd never kill an ant.~~ But lemme tell you,

i killed tons of ants. By sitting on them. By accident. Sorry wor, my butt is kinda ~~big~~. So i couldn't see those poor ants =(.

HAHHAH. Anyways, BLAME THE HOMEWORK!! Seriously, everyday there will be like a PILE of blardy homework smacked to my face. And I gotta finish it BY THE NEXT DAY. Sometimes by a few days. Sometimes one week. But my point is, WHY THE HECK SO MUCH HOMEWORK LARK?!

I just love complaining. It makes the world look so imperfect, that i look perfect enough. HAHAHA. Joking.

I ~~hate~~ english. I don't know why. Well, actually I DO know why. But... Let's keep it between me and English :)

I hate mornings. I have to bath in COLD water. And if it rains, its like I'm bathing in ice. ~~Stupid mornings~~.

And and, i don't know whether to LOVE drama or HATE drama! Coz well, drama is the most important spice to life. Without drama, everybody is gonna be as dull as lamps. Yes, lamps are dull. [ Sorry Nigahiga. LOL ] .. But with drama, life is like, SO AWESOME. Lol not always awesome la, but hey its still something unexpected.

OMG EWWW. Justin Bieber is NOW ON OPRAH WINFREY'S SHOW. No offence. I just don't really get the picture why the heck do people have to OBSESS and apparently WORSHIP this kid! I mean he's like 2 years older than me, i think I'm taller than him, and his voice isnt sexy deep! Its so, kiddish immature. But its a good singing voice though.

THATS ALL! It isn't like he made the world superbly awesome. Like how I did. HAHHA. Gawd, I'm so perasan.

HEY!! I'm currently addicted to this Korean song! ITS SO AWESOME!! And cute =3

No, I'm not a Korean freak. I just listen to those korean songs that sounds nice. Coz nowadays, I can't really rely on English songs all the time. So yeah =).. I'm still loyal for being a Japanese fan. Not in their music, but culture. I'm more of an addict to the Backstreet Boys :D.. THEY ROCK MY WORLD!! Omg I'm starting to fall in love with EVERY song they have! I mean seriously.

I wanna dedicate this song to all those close to me. I really appreciate how much you guys have done for me, as a friend, best friend and as your monkey :D.. I just want you to know,

YOU'RE BIGGER THAN ME

Hehe kae i gtg. Blog is UPDATED!!

NeverEm0~~JC

Welcome 2011!!

2011-01-03T16:55:00.000+08:00

Lol I know its kinda late to say "HAPPY NEW YEARRRR!!!" But what the heck, I'm just 3 days late. No harm done =)

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HAPPY NEW YEARRR 2011!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHHA. Well fine i had my fun =P.. Just to crap about how my 2010 went.

IT SUCKED SO BADLY.

== I mean seriously, at the first part of the year i had problems in school. Yes they are private. No I won't tell you people :D.. ANYWAYYSS!! Then during the middle part of the year, i had complications. I don't wanna say it here too. I'm not really proud of what happened. ~~Its kinda tragic for me.~~

I ESPECIALLY don't like Fifa World Cup. When the final round, Germany VS Netherlands. Well, something happened. And I didn't like it at all. I hurt myself, and those who are close to me =/..

Then.. exam time in school. I GOT A BLARDY B FOR MY MATHS! A 'B'!!! OMG man if my mom finds out, she's gonna smash the computer and smash me along T________T.. Gawd that was so depressing!! Obviously not many ppl know, until now. Since i said it in my blog. LOL! But the past is the past, i got an A in the end. Thank God.

But I hated my final term positioning in class. I got 6th? or 5th? I dunno, i forgot. but it was SO UNFAIR. They follow our grades when positioning, so I got 3B's... And i dropped. And someone got a high score in class, but her percentage wasn't THAT HIGH. She just had 10A's. Thats all, and those A's aren't like 90++. They're below 90. My VERY CLOSE FRIEND is suppose to get higher than her. But just because she had an extra A [ chinese paper ], she naik. Zzz. So unfair man. Wtshit.

And and my holidays? NO BLARDY MOOD TO TALK ABOUT IT! IT SUCKSSS!! TO THE MAX!!! I never went out! Only when the last week of the holidays, i sempat go out with Zi Ee, Jaslyn and Wong. But i went there late ==. Stupid *toot*.. What happened? Why was i late? Not gonna say it. No one should know =)

Its about somebody, so yeah. Just letting out my feelings. Ignore it. ;
GAWD MAN! WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU?! Geez!!!! FOR THE WHOLE BLARDY HOLIDAY, ITS RUINED BY YOU!! YOU YOU YOU!! E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G. Even christmas? I was late coz of you!!! And samore can criticize and saying that "What for go to the movie? one hour late adi lah!" WTF YOU MADE ME LATE. AND YOU SAY I NONIT GO. WELL WTHECK, I JUST WANNA RUN FROM YOU GUYS AND ENJOY MY MOVIE!! Although i saw it halfway, it was better than BEING with you! Idc if you sent me a thousand msgs, I'd just off my phone. I didn't wanna talk about what happens there. I was with my friends, and all i want is MY HAPPINESS. And then new year eve? Woke me UP in the morning! And straight away boss us about to do blardy chores? Whats next? Waking us up at 5.30am to do house work?! WHO ARE WE? YOUR MAIDS?! ~~JUST GET A STUPID MAID!~~ Its annoying everyone!! Everybody's lives! You know just when you're in, the whole place shakes! WITH YOUR SCREAMS AND NAGGING. GAWD. Now who's the one with communicating problems? And that night, i just quarrel for something with my bro. A SMALL quarrel. You made it into a big fudging deal. Made me stay up almost until 2am just to do some STUPID LAME PUNISHMENT. FARK LAH. You think what?! All you're caning and screams are gonna discipline us?! It makes me wanna SHOUT AT YOU BACK. I don't care anymore. I'm 15 already. I'm not 10!! I dunno when the hell you're gonna treat me like one. And i almost felt like going for counseling. Coz i can't stand YOU! You listen to NO ONE BUT YOURSELF. Same with ANOTHER PERSON! Thinking he's always right. My ass, not EVERYONE is perfect! Okay now, BACK TO YOU. I still can't forget that day, I just came back from my 5 day State Cadet Camp. And the hospitality i got from you? " You know that for 5 whole days *toot* and me has been doing work since you were gone. You better do some work too " WHAT THE FARK?! I JUST CAME BACK FROM A 5 DAY HOLIDAY! TIRED AND WORKED OUT! AND THATS WHAT YOU SAY? WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU?! And to make things better, I HAVEN'T ATE MY BLARDY LUNCH. I went home at 2-3pm. WITH AN EMPTY STOMACH. After bathing, i took out my dirty clothes, shoes and washed the dirty stuffs. And then JUST WHEN I was about to make MY MAGGI MEE. You asked me to do work, so i did. Then i was back to the pot, they came with groceries. I helped. And then I ATE MY LUNCH. What time? 5.30pm. Then more of your accusations and assumptions, do you know how frustrating it is? To come home, trying to get some rest, but in the end i get more work! Obviously, it was freakking painful to know that the campsite seemed much better than home! But i chose home, coz there's proper shower and proper sleep. Yeah, i cried. NO ONE KNOWS. Even in a room with you ppl, all you care is ABOUT YOURSELF. I dun care. I dun expect anyone to notice. And after i ate my maggi, when i talked, at least SOME ONE realised my voice CRACKED BADLY. But not you of course. You try to show concerns about my skin allergies. But fark, i'm not falling for that. I dun really care anymore if my skin is as bad as crocodile's skin. Ignorance has definitely filled my brain right now. And yeah, I HATE MY HOLIDAYS. ALL BECAUSE OF YOU! Wait, OF COURSE YOU DON'T KNOW!! YOU DON'T CARE!! And i still rmb, i had a problem when i was a small kiddie. I tried to ask for help from you ppl. And guess what YOU SAID? " Ehh your *toot* got a problem leh " Wtf? Is that how you show YOUR concern? Seriously?

JUST TWO WORD. EPIC FAILURE! Nothing to say anymore. I'm so tired to everything that happened. All these also happened when 2011!! I thought it would only be at 2010. But apparently, it'll drag again for 2 years? Wait mebbe 3 years? Zzzzzz. FUCK. MY. LIFE.

And 2011 has some bad starts. The night. Not saying here =_=.. And the first day of school started pretty well! I saw Ashley :D.. And we chatted all the way. Gawd i miss her. Haha. Then, when i went to class i got the wrong seats. Our class was the same as last year. So obviously everyone preferred their last year's eat, apparently some PEOPLE took the front seats, that were meant to be other people's. But since they were there first, they sat at the back. And then this pushed me and my friends ALL THE WAY TO the second last row! And, i didn't feel comfortable AT ALL. The white board looked like it was a mile away! I could HARDLY hear the teacher. I was ALL THE WAY TO THE BACK! I can get used to sitting in the middle. But at the back? I seriously want my place back. Thanks to THOSE PEOPLE. Who TOOK MY PLACE. Wtf.

Well yeah, that's what I'm gonna say in this blog post. Sorry for abandoning you , My Awesome Blog D:

Kae I gtg. See ya!

NeverEmo~~JC

My 401th post!! :D

2010-12-13T15:58:00.000+08:00

YAY!! It's my 401th post! *applauds!* Weeee~ After blogging those crap, finally 401 posts xD..

Anyways, gonna talk about random stuffs, just to update you peeps about my life. Did i tell you house chores suck? YESH THEY DO. Gosh I'm like doing them everyday, coz we tak ada maid. My mum said since we terlalu manja, we have to train doing housechores. I mean it's kinda obvious, she doesn't want our butts at the computer all the time. So she gave us work. Zzz.

I've done :

~~washing dishes;~~
~~sweeping;~~
~~moping;~~
~~lapping;~~
~~washing car;~~
~~wiped fans;~~
~~cook small stuffs;~~
~~cut smelly garlic and onions *cries* ;~~
~~wash stoves;~~
~~cleaned the toilet;~~
~~ironing;~~
~~yes i'm complaining..!!!~~

Yeah I'm practically trained to be a maid =____=||||||||||| Gosh ya know? I mean when i wake up early in the morning the first thing i think is, HEY HOUSECHORES. Then, more and more. =/ yeah, thats how i spend my holidays..

Oh yeah! I blogged in my sis's blog =P.. And i destroyed her first blog post! *proud* HAHHAHA. Read read!

http://www.maethinkingblog.blogspot.com/

Read the first post, now that wan is from me :D.. the others are from her though. So yeah. READ!!!

Kae la i gtg. Wan sdo with Anson DiDi ^^.. Baibai!

NeverEm0~~JC

I miss you guys and girls =(

2010-12-07T01:56:00.000+08:00

After 4 loooooooong weeks of school holidays. I have drawn to a conclusion.

I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH!!! T__________________T

I really do miss them. I want to be at school [ omg did i just say that? ] and have fun with all my buddies and classmates. I have a very very long list of those i miss at school. Lemme list them out anyways.

* the bolds are the ones i miss alot ><

Sophia
Chian Huey
Rui Jia
Kim Choo
Yik Thong
Jo-Kym
Vi Lynn
Wan See
Wen Shen
Yen Chiun
Jye Lyn
Nabilah
Joveena
Reysyalini
Yee Ming
Jaslyn
Eunice
Audrey
Prashanthini
Adlina
Sook Mei
Wen Wei
Zi Ee
Kavitha
Alia
Shermaine
Levashini

-there's still more but my brain kinda blurr. cnt think very well x_______x sorry if i left out anyone!-

And and, my tuition mates!

Simran
Jo-Kym
Joycelyn
Bryan
Vhimall
Sai
Sara
Jesvinder
Debbie
Mr. Alfred [ HAHA ]
Peck Yun

Yeah. Gosh i miss you guys and girls lots!! Life without tuition and school is so boring. Even Facebook cnt replace those memories we had ='(

I MISS YOU. LOL.

Next post! PEACE OUT!

NeverEm0~~JC

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

2010-11-30T17:26:00.001+08:00

I dun read magazines ==

Ask anything. I accept stupid questions too =)

Audition!!

2010-11-30T12:06:00.000+08:00

YAY! I finally got Audition! x) But now, i duno how to install o______________o

Anyone can help me? Please? ><

Kae fine i nothing to blog actually lol. Not many people are updating their blogs =/ [ except owen ]

Speaking about Owen, he's crazy :D

Okae fine its kinda boring right noe =(. Tata! [ eww that sounded gay ]

Baibai [ nicer xD ]

NeverEm0~~JC

All alone

2010-11-30T11:57:00.000+08:00

I thought me and this girl was having our own dilemmas. She shared most of her sadness on her blog. And i could totally understand how she felt. I thought i wasn't alone in this.

Until now.

She's over it. She doesn't need to feel sick or sad anymore. She has..

MOVED ON..

Thats one thing I still can't do well in my life. And now she's moved forward, i'm still behind. Wayy behind.

Can I ask, how do you move on from something that apparently is the most important thing you hold dearly not wanting to let go?

Is it easy?

NO.

NeverEm0~~JC

I almost lost myself for a moment

2010-11-29T02:18:00.000+08:00

Shyt. I almost lost it. I went. And stalked. And... gosh I shouldn't have done that at ALL. It'll trigger me back to my old self. The crying, always emo type of ME. And I DON'T WANT THAT TO EVER EVER HAPPEN TO ME.

I've lost to much to go back. I need to keep moving forward. And so far I've moved really far. But once I look at that THING, I start to turn back. And thats one thing I can't risk to take. Not anymore.

I'm happy things turned out okay [ i think ].. And if you want IT, take IT. I have to learn how to let go. IT has its happiness. And IT is you. I knew it all along. Even if I die for IT, nothing would change anyways. I know its kinda dramatic, but i guess these are the words stuck at my throat. And they can never come out.

I still remember the day. 25/09/2010.

~~I should have left. Then I could have forgotten about this a looooooooong time ago!~~

No matter how hard you or even how hard I try, I will still have IT on my mind.

I'm gonna try my hardest to do whats right. And right now, IT IS THE RIGHT THING.

Right?

Kae i gtg adi. Nitez.

NeverEm0~~JC

Sometimes, things are worth it (:

2010-11-29T01:47:00.000+08:00

Fine, we may not win ANYTHING from the competition. We may have been criticized badly. We may have been not enjoying the day much. But I always thought with all those training, it also brought all of us closer. This relationship is important and valuable, something that cannot be taught by kawat or books. But by communication.

Since we ever started training, I knew my teammates a little bit more about themselves each day. We laugh together alot nowadays. And we enjoy those moments. It's a nice thing to know that although we never won anything, we gained something really important. And that is..

FRIENDSHIP..

Yeah I hope we still can be as close as we are now and hopefully next year, we join the competition again. We'll work hard all the way! This time, we don't wanna lose anymore. Its time for changes.

I'm never giving up. As long as I improve with each step, I WILL MOVE FORWARD.
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Being optimistic :D.. Well its one thing that i really need right now.

Next? RUBIK'S CUBE COMPETITION! And before that, CADET CAMP! I'm sure that camp won't be easy. Gosh. This year's holiday is all about work work workkkk TT

When will i ever really get at least one week rest? Pure fun? NO HOUSEWORK? Me and my computer. Me and my books. Me and my drawings. Me and my music.

I guess it's a loooooooooong way to go? =/

Knowing I had to go thru this feeling without you by my side was unbearable.

NeverEm0~~JC

28th November 2010 - Not my best day

2010-11-29T01:37:00.000+08:00

To be honest, THIS DAY SUCKED LIKE SHIIIIIIIIIIIIIIITEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE...

And I mean it, seriously. I had to start my day with only 6 hours of sleep last night. Wearing that GROSS ah ma net! And yeah i didnt put enough gel, so i looked pretty much like a freak ==.. Making things worse, our uniform checking was kinda ruined coz our badges not sewed at the right place, and we didnt know we were suppose to clip the part behind. WE DIDN'T KNOW WHAT THE HECK.

Home nursing was started first. I hated the Green Shirt Nurse. Enough said. She apparently was BITTER and SO EFFING MEAN! Yeah, she's the one that made us nervous! Gosh thanks alot lah. Zzz.

Then kawat kaki. They said we did all same. But our methods were wrong. Haiz, again, we had no senior teaching us. So we jz pick up some stuffs here and there. We got most of the help from other schools [ thanks to SI and RZ. Without you guys, we would have done worse x,x ]. And yeah we should have asked our officer to teach us. Form five seniors are busy with spm. ARGH..

Then home nursing re-exam. Again we did kinda badly. But abit better than before coz we knew what to do adi lol.. Conclusion:

I HATE HOME NURSING.

After that was first aid, OMIGOSH. 10minutes passed very very fast! I mean i was still bandaging, then KRING! The first bell went off. 2 more minutes! We were almost done then habis masa. Gosh damn fast, and i kinda did wrong treatment ><.. Coz to be honest, i never seen closed fracture before. So i just balut balut balut.. We could have done better if we had more training, haiz.

So far, I wasn't happy at all with my performance today. I guess I let the team down. I might have tried to cheer up Number 1 and make sure everyone stays happy. But deep inside me, im crying and suffering of embarrassment.

But its okay, next year, we're gonna train PROPERLY [ with a senior!! ] and at least go home with something proud for Convent. Congratz to the other convent team NCI. They won GOLD for Home Nursing!!!! Awesome seniors x).. Proud of them =)

Right now I'm blardy tired. I know let bygones be bygones. But we've been training for the competition for a month. And all to waste? Haiz.. I know its for experience. We're beginners. But.. I keep feeling.. Haiz..

I don't wanna talk about it anymore. Next post will be about happy stuffs.

NeverEm0~~JC

Changed twice (:

2010-11-19T16:57:00.000+08:00

Hey hey Readers! Sorry I haven't been updating much. I wanna SDO and Facebook more coz I have housework. And it'll keep me busy for abit =/

Anyways I guess you noticed I changed my blogskin twice. Lol the first one was a crown. Now i changed it coz my Meii say quite small. So.... TADAAAAA!

Feel free to leave comments :D..

I gotta go. Wanna SDO with my DiDi liao. Haha. Oh yeah! Before I go. Hope you guys spend 5 minutes to listen to this song I put in my Mixpod. I guarantee you its AWESOME. :D

NeverEm0~~JC

HAPPY BURFDAY!!

2010-11-13T02:13:00.002+08:00

Oh yeah its 12th November! You know what that means :D

Its someone's burfday. And she's very very special to me. Coz she has been my best friend and I've known her for like, 6 years i think? AND HELL YEAH SHE ROCKS MY WORLD =D

I wish that she would be happy always! And never emo~ Coz a girl like you has the smile that can lighten the world =).. And reli, dun get moody so much! Like what happened today, forget about ****. **** was a jerk. And everyone knows that :)

May God bless you and enjoy your special day! Hope you liked my present :D

Wanna know who is she? HERE SHE IS *applause and whistles*

Hahah yeng boh? MANDY TEE MIENG, HAPPY 16th BURFDAY!!!! :D this is my 3rd time i wished you lol.

And here's what i posted on FB todae =)

Today teacher expected me and Mandy Tee Mieng to spar. FYI, I WILL NEVER HURT HER =)

Take care <3
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Kae next post :D

NeverEm0~~JC

TIRING!

2010-11-08T10:45:00.001+08:00

Yes my days at home are not relaxing anymore, ITS SO FREAKKING TIRING. Well first things first, I have chores nowadays TT.. Coz my maid just left for Indonesia last week. And for the WHOLE week, I had to do alot of chores. With my sis and bro. Most of it done by all of us except my bro. == wth.

Morning - Sweep and mop 3 floors. But I lazy do the kitchen. x) Wanna online!
Afternoon - School
Evening - Tuition. And if any, WASH DISHES.

If weekends, the chores are ENDLESS. So yeah dowan to write those miseries here. =/

And and my sdo! Gosh I can't play as i normally can TT.. I mean Kanong lvl 6? I used to combo full. Now I can hard get a combo 100!! I need to train everyday. Idc! :D

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Oh yeah to whoever it may concern, I'M TIRED AND SICK. AT HOUSE, I ALREADY HAVE ENOUGH PROBLEMS, AND YOU WANNA DO MORE? PLEASE. DO. NOT. PISS. ME! Stop making things complicated. Do you want anot? If you WANT, you wouldn't be making small petty stuffs into a VERY BIG MATTER. I'm sorry but I'm not that sensitive ya noe. I really want us to be the way we used to be, but it seems like you just wanna make life difficult when LIFE COULD BE JUST WAY EASIER!

Don't blame me, this happened ALOT. And I've been assuring you and hoping you wouldn't think that way. But you always do everytime. Its like your trust to me isn't there at all. So whats the point of me wasting my breath? Haiz... Now its up2u. You make YOUR decision. I've done mine, which is to follow WHAT YOU DECIDE. If I decide, we will still stay where we are, never moving forward.

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Ahh life has its ups and downs, no?

NeverEm0~~JC

UPDATES!!

2010-11-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Actually, I have nothing to update o__________o hahhahah..

Well MY BLARDY BLACKSHOT HAVE PROBLEM AGAIN! == And trust me, it annoys me that when I adi fix my bs, it crashes again. The same old error i had before. Wtshyt. I'm gonna kill the bs ppl. Seriously. Haiz!

But there's good news, I got my SDO!!! Goshh i missed my SDO lotsss!! But i kinda teruk in it adi o_o.. I used to play lvl 6,7 and plus plus at least one or two miss, or mebbe 100% [if lucky], now my miss and bad is soooooo freakking alot! Which is a bad thing. TT I need to train! Gambatehh!

And and here's the vids!

Awesome right??? Lvl 6 and 7 is much easier. So far, I still cant full combo for those two lvl TT

Kae lah after fb I wanna sdo liao :D BaiBaii

˙ǝlʇʇıl ʎq ǝlʇʇıl noʎ ƃuıʇʇǝƃɹoℲ

NeverEm0~~JC

I'm suppose to be studying right now, but what the heck!

2010-10-11T13:10:00.001+08:00

Shhh. I'm suppose to be studying right now. But hey, I just wanna update my blog? Is that a crime? T_T

HAHAHAHHA I'm just exaggerating :D

Anywayysss *awkward* just wanna send a little tiny message that has been running around in my head.

SAVE TREES. DO YOU KNOW THAT EVERY TOILET PAPER YOU USE IS WORTH A STICK?? SO YEAH DON'T USE TOILET PAPER TO WIPE YOUR ASS WHEN U JUST SHYT, USE YOUR HAND. ITS TOTALLY ECO-FRIENDLY!

>_> Another awkward moment. HAHA. I'm just fooling around right now ;D. btw thats not the message I'm trying to say. LOL! Here's the REAL DEAL.

I've hurt her. I've made her cry. I've been a very very very bad pet sis. And I regret my doings alot. I'm sorry. I should have known earlier. Now things are settled, I'm gonna keep my distance. I'm gonna have to set a perimeter, a limit for my thoughts and my ~~stupid feelings~~ actions. I hope we keep Our Promise forever <3

I've hurt you. I've been a very bad friend to you. Although I didn't go on that very day, I still am thinking about it. I want to. I have to. I need to. ~~And yet you're the one blocking me~~. Wtshyt?

¡˥˥IM I 'ʎɐp ǝuo pu∀ ˙ƃuıʌɐǝl ɟo ƃuıʞuıɥʇ llıʇs ɯ,I ˙pɐǝɹɥʇ ɐ ʎq ƃuıƃuɐɥ ʇ,usı dıɥsuoıʇɐlǝɹ ɹno uɐǝɯ ʇ,usǝop ʎɐp ʇɐɥʇ ǝʌɐǝl ʇ,upıp I ǝsnɐɔǝq ʇsnſ

I know I've said you changed me alot, but sometimes those changes makes the others around me feel hurt and annoyed. And I don't want those changes. EVER. If you think you can guarantee me not letting go, trust me. You're wrong.*this message is censored due to very high privacy =] *
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Lalalaala =) FORGET THE DAMN MESSAGE! Delete it please. Then go to Recycling Bin and empty it. LOL!

Ahhh my eyes are paining. And i gotta study too. Haiz. Such a good student eh? TEEHEE! I wanna mess around samore. But I have no ideas of how to bomb you all =/

YOU SHOULD BE BLARDY LUCKY MY BRAIN CELLS ARE DEAD RIGHT NOW. IF NOT THIS WHOLE POST WOULD HAVE BEEN FULL OF ~~CRAPPY TRASH~~ MY LOVE FOR YOU! HAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA. Siao. -___________-

Okae fine. I leave. kae? Happy? Well you better be! Coz I'm saving about 10 minutes of your life! And apparently 40watts of your pc power! And 56 kps of your internet modem! HAH!

Nahh I'd rather have you guys waste it all for reading my blog eh? HAHAH I'm joking =).... But seriously why dont you guys just do it for me? :D

I'm a crappy person. Now thats the conclusion of this whole post. LOL. Bam bam di dam xD

You guys really want me gone? TT for real?! FINE! I'LL GO THEN. DON'T YOU EVER ASK ME TO COME BACK, COZ I'M NOT GOING TO! HMMMMPH! *stomps off*

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*comes around silently* Erm. I'm back .___________.||||||

HAHAHHAHAH. Kae lah ~~I wasted enough of your time adi~~ :D BAH BYEEEE!!

Leaving.. *paused by ~~you~~*

NeverEm0~~JC

Stupids I did on Facebook! :D

2010-10-08T12:36:00.000+08:00

HAHAHA just to update the dumb dumb statuses I've been recently posting on Facebook. And well. I thought I should share it here =). But I know no one's gonna read my blog anyway ==. Ahh who cares. When I read back my old posts at least I'll smile ;)

MY NOTHING-TO-DO FACEBOOK STATUSES!

By the time Mr.Right comes by, I'll be lesbian adi. HAHAHHAHAHHA. JOKING

> HAHHAHA I'm serious. JOKING.

Fck Facebook for NOT letting me change my name! It's so SELFISH! I mean what if some person has this name that is kinda awkward and wanna put as their Facebook name coz its their name, and they REJECT IT BY THEIR DAMN APPROVAL SYSTEM?!? So what they gonna put their name as? Unamed? So yeah! BE CONSIDERATE STUPID FACEBOOK. PEOPLE OUT THERE HAS NAMES THAT ARE ON THEIR BIRTH CERTIFICATE!

> Yesh. Stupid fb dun lemme change my name! And well i know the status is kinda exaggerating. Ahh who cares :D

I have nothing to do right now =(

> Teehee! Bored ><

Why is it when I wish someone good luck for their exam, they say "O_o finish adi lah."
== bad timing

> It always happen. Haiz/

I JUST STARTED FORM 1 SEJ! AND WTC I GOT 50++ TOPICS TO GO FOR ALL FORM 1 SUBJECTS.
I haven't mentioned form 2 yet. Zzzz.

> OH NO!

Why is it all the artist in the world can never be ATTRACTIVE? Only Patch, Damen and Sam are irresistible ==. Book characters VS Artist.
Patch win =D

> Lovessss =D

‎(= ¡uʍop ǝpısdn plɹoʍ ʎɯ uɹnʇ noʎ 'ɐllǝɟ pıdnʇs

> haha i super like this wan!

I miss him alot. No one can ever replace the best Japanese teacher in the world, Sensei Azmi Asura. You are never forgotten! ♥

> I miss him lots. Wish he could come back D;

If roses are red and violets are blue, then what the hell is the colour violet?
-Nigahiga ♥

> You know what? HE'S SO FREAKKING AWESOME! Check him out in Youtube. My fav vids is Bieber fever. HAHA.

Why is it that I online VERY often, and ppl msn me saying "Eh now oni u on? I nv see u on so long" == wth?

> Yes. I'm talking about you =D

I'm not ignoring you, I'm just waiting for you to talk to me 1st

> Random *whistles*

I suddenly miss Sophia Soh ><

> Yesh. I miss her! ><

Damen & Ever ; Sam & Grace ; Patch & Nora ; Me & Nobody =)

> True trueeee =)

Toki ni wa kizu tsukeattemo. Anata wo kanjite itai ♥

> Even if I get hurt sometimes, I still wanna keep feeling you

You ignore me, I ignore you back. Its simple =)

> For those who ignore me :D

KevJumba is super lame but cute. Nigahiga is awesome but ugly. ARGH

> Haizz. But I still prefer Nigahiga vids! Awesome.

Mum : Eh go get the staircase and climb so that you can lap this dusty spot?
Me : ... You meant the ladder?
Mum : Yeah. That wan.

> What the hell? ==

Climbing on the top of a ladder and holding a ceiling fan as support is super scary!
> I did it twice that day. OMG!

If anyone finds a broken piece around the floor, please return it to me. Coz i need to fix my heart back.
> Haha this is nothing!

I ♥ Karl Lin Kor Kor ; I hate Leon Scott Kennedy. HAHA
> I'm joking, Leon.

Damen Aguste sounds so hawt. But I love Patch no matter wad xD
> Ahhh shoo shoo Damen. Patch is better :D

Why ppl think i scold sikit oni, they say im super angry? I HAVEN'T EVEN GOT STARTED ON CURSING YET! HAHA
> Even the little annoying voice, they say im angry. Wth?

I ♥ I-vy Chock. But she hates me T_T
> Huhu TT

Katy Perry and Justin Bieber. Over rated singers. Katy Perry SUCKS. And JB isnt hawt at all. =)
> EXACTLY! I mean really. JB's songs are nice. BUT HE AINT HAWT! And Katy Perry's songs suck like shyt.

Walaowei. Luckily I didn't do the wrong thing. Coz now i realise you suck to the maximum =)
> To him. YEAH YOU ASSHOLE.

Get out of my sight can or not? It's already bad enough to know you're the same school with me.
> Haiz. I dunno why I hate you so much. But, JUST GET OUTTA MY SIGHT AND OUTTA MY MIND PLEASE.

Buoyancy of water. Jazz Sandhu says Beyonce of water. HAHAHHA
> This Xiao Zha bor! xD

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.
A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million.
It depends whose hands it's in. =)
> Yeah. Sad right? LOL

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

Still can't forget the moment I almost stop breathing ; 25 / 9 / 2010
> Stupid. Just stupid.

If you are my friend, join Thila Malaysia! She's awesome and well, JOIN THIS GROUP! Please please please.. If you do.. May God bless you. =D
> HAHAHAH please join!

Kenny G rocks =)

I know what you're playing on me, Mr.So-called-care-for-me-alot. I don't care if you send me a thousand messages or call me until your bill explodes [padam muka]. Coz you should know I'm not a replacement for something. So if you really wanna treat me this way, FCK OFF MY LIFE =)
> That blardy asshole. Dare to say at me thinking I won't be mad. I'M PISSED!

I've been having this sore throat for many days. Haiz, may God bless me. LOL.

I just want my happiness back. Is that so hard to ask?

Got anyone wanna hurt me samore? FASTER COME LAH ==

Why is it when I make a decision? You make me turn 180 degrees back?! ==
> Stupidity surrounds me.

Sai : Eh now i aiming you and him together
Me : FCK YOU LAH toot toot toot toot
Sai to Vhimall : Eh why lah like this now...
Vhimall : ? What?
Sai : I'm suppose to fck her right.
Me : ==||||
> Dumb dumb Sai. HAHAHHA.

Blasting my TV radio so that my parents can't hear the computer engine =D

I still hate Lucas Chee for not even recognizing me at the Hari Kantin last year. Zzz.
> So bad right? I had to call out to him first before he realised I was even THERE. ==

I sweat, by the moon and the stars in the sky. I'd be there xD
> Credits to Aunty Helen xD

WOOHOO!! THE iPHONE 4 IS LAUNCHED! OMG SO EXCITED!!
- You wan excited for wad? You're never getting one. ==
> So sad right? TT

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Ahhh well thats all. I guess I gotta off soon. Coz I GOTTA STUDY. HOLY SHYT!

Happy burfday =)

NeverEm0~~JC

Never.Let.Her.Go

2010-10-08T01:05:00.001+08:00

Just ONE sentence for you.

I.WILL.NEVER.LET.YOU.GO

We've been too many stuffs, happy and sad, sweet and bitter, every single moment. And there's no way I'm letting go of anyone as precious as you <3

I know I might be carried away with ____. But if I was given a choice, I'd rather let ___ go than lose you. You're my pet sis and very important to me. When I'm sad, you're there by my side. And even when you're hurt, you still stay by my side. I owe you more than anything else. And I guess, I should have treated you better.

I'M SORRY. I APOLOGISE ALOT!

I know its not enough to cure whatever pain you have, but I hope there's a cure to it. Coz i can't leave you hurt, I will never.

I hope for your happiness. I don't want you to do anything for me anymore, coz i dowan mafan you. You did more than enough. I don't wanna see u suffer or anything anymore. It's about time I take your pain.

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This post is for someone. AND NO! It's not for a boy. Please dun perasan yar ;)

For my Meii <3

Kae i gtg. Blog updated!

Promised : Never let each other go =]

NeverEm0~~JC

Pn. Bahariah's persaraan. ARGH

2010-10-04T18:26:00.000+08:00

Well why I wanna blog about this? Coz its such a TIRING DAY! I never felt so tiring in my life lol. Well starting from the top eh? :D

I have this very weird habit. When I wanna wake up, I wake up seconds before the alarm rings. And this happens ALOT! That time I was suppose to wake up 7am. I woke up suddenly and look around, then my alarm ringed after a few seconds ==. Todae was worse. I was suppose to wake up 5am. I woke up half an hour earlier, and i couldnt sleep back ._________. So I waited until 5am. I woke my sis up, then my bro. Then when they were bathing, I finally fell asleep. But only for 10minutes. Then I had to bathe coz I gotta follow my mum since she's fetching me to school.

I rushed like shyt. Taking my purple clothes, and my school uniform. Then i take the camera and my phone. All stuff into my bag. Apparently gulped my hot Milo [Burnt my tongue. yay ==] and did it all in 15 minutes? ==

Went to school and waited at the library for the rest to show up. Then we lined up at the bkb court ==. IN MY PURPLE CLOTHES! Gawd kinda awkward. Everyone wearing uniform and all of us wearing those costumes. Just. Awkward.

And did I mention the skirt was VERY TROUBLESOME? I had to lift the skirt so that I could walk ==. I mean seriously.

We went to the library and while most ppl were busy putting on make up and stuffs. Me, Kavitha, Eunice and Alia went to the back of the library. Kavitha teach me how to play 4x4 rubiks cube! Well halfway coz she messed up. I don't mind, coz its really hard to understand!

Then we hung out there for quite a long time, coz everyone was busy with other ppl make up. We were apparently the last one to put make up. HAHA. We snapped pics of ourself getting "tortured". I'll post it up in Facebook when i get my camera back.

We pergi to canteen makan. These group of guys in SKIRTS [actually. its a costume for guys playing bagpipes. But i just wanna insult them] were there. The form 1 girls told me 2 of them confessed to one of them. ZHA DAO LAH. And I heard from my sis one of those guys also said to her friend "Wo ai Ni" and my sis said "FCK YOU!" HAHAHHAH. Way to go sis xD

Anyway, then we practiced a few more times. And this time, we sang louder than usual O_o wth? We practiced for one last time then we stand by near the pentas door to wait for our queue. It was so freakking long ==. After the pengetua speech, got video. So i figured the video was gonna be long [and it was true] so most of us went inside the Bilik Rawatan to rehat for awhile. With aircon, it was AWESOME :D

Then it was OUR TURN. OMG SO EXCITED MAN! AFTER 2 WEEKS OF SCOLDING AND EAR SCREAMING WE FINALLY REACH THE DAY!! And well of coz nervous lah, coz we scared they can't hear our voice =(.. They claim we sing too soft. So on the stage we sang REALLY LOUD. And well when we bow at the "Arigatou" part.. The whole bench SHOOK!! @_@ YeeChen squeezed my hand coz she scared she fall down. LOL. And samore the benches put too close. So when we bow. Our head touch their backs ==. Luckily not there lah. Scared they kentut how? HAHAHHA JOKING

Then IT WAS OVER. Ahhh such a relief. Then we hung out at the sides of the hall coz wanna see the other performances. The school choir was AWESOME! They sang the Phantom of the Opera song. LOL. Creepy but nice.

After that it was gifting time. OMG she got ALOT OF COOL GIFTS! En. Haris gave a book lol. Well dun ask why I suddenly blog about En.Haris. Actually he's the only teacher I can laugh with and although he's nerdy, he's still the best. When I go morning school, I'll be sure to stalk him xD

Anyways, we went back to the Bilik Rawatan and Kim Choo help remove the make up [THANKSSS!!] and we all ki siao inside there xD. Cherie there take video and Rui Jia become sampat po =).. Then wtf when I was kneeling on the floor and sliding, THE DAMN BLARDY NAIL RIPPED MY SKIRT!! Zzzzzz. Spoiled my damn mood. I asked my mum if can fix. She say cannot leh! If wan also must put a patch. WHAT THE SHYT I CAN'T PUT A BLARDY PATCH ON A CHOIR SKIRT!! ==

Then we play play play. Suddenly they ask us go out to sing Negaraku. LOL and the Auld Lang Syne song. We sing sing sing then play also. I mean the Auld Lang Syne song. Then everyone started to go out. We bow and bow and bow. Mau tunjuk hormat mah xD. Then some of the guests saw us [japanese choir group] and said "Ahh yes yes. Arigatou Arigatou" HAHAHHA sweat lah!

I saw this bitch walking also. I didn't bow to her. She doesn't deserve respect from me after what she did to me. I wanna see her retire, then at her retirement I'm gonna sabotage the whole thing =D. Leak the oil from her car. Cut the wires. Whatever it takes TO FCK HER OFF =). I was just partically joking. Releasing my anger. Coz i hate her very much. Such an old lady with a stupid attitude. I wish you'd get outta Malaysia. Coz you're stupid face is so suitable for some poor place around here, don't you think? ;D

Then I went finding for my camera! @_@ Sherene found my camera casing. But my camera was with Jaslyn. Then she pass to Eunice. Then she pass to Marissa. Then to Sophia. Then Ended up with Jo-Kym. O_o weird..

And. I went home. Tired, sick and my body at heaty! I bathed and gotta go to the hospital. We waited there for 2 effing long hours. I slept when we reached the pharmacy LOL! And, that wraps up my day since I'm on the chair blogging and Facebooking not studying and what the heck i need to study my exam is coming and yet im not even bothered well blame Soon Hen i noe he's reading i just online to msn nia and well its on him so yeah blame you, Soon hen.

Whoa, that was a long sentence. HAHA. Well I guess this blog post is done. And its VERY LONG! Teehee. I miss making looooooooooong posts =)

I keep seeing her. And the first thing that comes to my mind is you. Seriously, I'm such a fool.

NeverEm0~~JC

Birthday post :)

2010-09-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

She's special. And she needs a special post in here. Awesome girls need awesome moments, and awesome posts xD. ILH, and no one can do anything about it =)

Just making a birthday post for someone =D

YESH YOU, MISS I-VY CHOCK!!

Well i know its adi 2 days late, but hey you deserve a birthday post in this very blog of mine =). And sorry if i posted it late =(

Lenglui ; I hope you enjoyed your birthday! You're a great friend and you deserve a GREAT life too =D. Never Emo! I'll always be there for you, remember that. And thanks for listening to my probs, i owe you alot.

If i ever made you mad, i'm sorry. i never meant to upset you ><. Please forgive me?

May your wishes and dreams come true. No matter how how the sky is, you always can reach it (:

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Kae lah its better i go now.

Nitez World~!!

One moment you piss me, then you make me laugh. What the hell you're trying to do to me?

NeverEm0~~JC

Thank you

2010-09-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

Romaji
Daremo ga kizukanu uchi ni
Nanika wo ushinatte iru
Futto kizukeba anata wa inai
Omoide dake wo nokoshite
Shiawase toki no naka kotoba wo ushinatta
Ningyoutachi no you ni
Machikado ni afureta noraneko no you ni
Koe ni naranai sakebi ga kikoete kuru
Moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara
Tatta hitokoto tsutaetai arigatou, arigatou
Toki ni wa kizu tsukeattemo
Anata wo kanjite itai
Omoide wa semete mono nagusame
Itsumade mo anata wa koko ni iru
Moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara
Tatta hitokoto tsutaetai arigatou, arigatou
Moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara
Tatta hitokoto tsutaetai
Moshimo mou ichido anata ni aeru nara
Tatta hitokoto tsutaetai arigatou, arigatou
Toki ni wa kizu tsukeattemo anata wo kanjite itai

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This song is awesome! I sing it EVERYDAY. For something. Its a surprise =)

Argh what happen? Why is the paragraph going sideways this side? == WTH

Well blog in another post =)

NeverEm0~~JC

English
Everyone loses something
Before they even realise it
I suddenly realise that you’ve gone
Leaving behind only memories
Amid the happiness, we lost our words
Like dolls
Like all those lost cats on the street corner
I hear a silent scream
If I could see you one more time
I just want to say one word: thankyou, thankyou
Even if I get hurt sometimes
I want to keep feeling you
At least I have my memories to comfort me
I’ll always have you here
If I could see you one more time
I just want to say one word: thankyou, thankyou
If I could see you one more time
I just want to say one word
If I could see you one more time
I just want to say one word: thankyou, thankyou
Even if I get hurt sometimes, I want to keep feeling you

What makes someone a real man?

2010-09-28T10:34:00.000+08:00

What makes someone a real man?

Who doesn't cheat on girls and treat girls right. It doesn't matter if they have muscles or not. Coz even if they have muscles but treat girls like toys, they are better in hell.

Teehee! This is wad i posted on Facebook :D

Ahh i need to go soon. Well my mum is here @_@. SHYT.

Ntg to say. Lol

NeverEm0~~JC

25 September 2010

2010-09-28T00:51:00.000+08:00

Did i make the right decision?

I don't know.. But ___ says it is..

Mr.Right, if you are out there. Please come, coz i need you right now.

I should have left you or not?

NeverEm0~~JC

Random post 21

2010-09-16T20:15:00.000+08:00

Lol another random post? Yeah im kinda bored right now. I'm suppose to bathe acutally. but my sis in bathroom so long ==

Haiz nothing to do loh nowadays. All i do is FOLIO, FOLIO, FOLIO. And bad news! My printer jiu spoil adi zzz. I want to print my Sejarah folio and My Seni Kajian when i finish it up, mana tau my printer cannot support Windows 7! Haiz.. So i need to put my file into my dad's pendrive and let him bring to work to photostate. But i better do it now, coz tomorrow is Friday. Last day he's gonna be at work, coz if I don't, I CANT PASS UP MY SEJARAH FOLIO! @_@ Then i die loh. LOL!

I realise my english is broken .____. Oh great. Now my english also need to study lah?? Zzzz.

Coz my studies drop for monthly test, MONTHLY TEST LEH! If final or mid-term, i lagi sad. But monthly test, which is suppose to be much easier, I drop? Haiz!

My sister has been using the damn bathroom for 10minutes already. LOL tepat tepat when i typed this, she come out. HAHAHHAH.

Kae i go bathe adi xD. Baibai~

Letting you go =)

NeverEm0~~JC

Random post 20

2010-09-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

Just to let you know.

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD! YET...

HAHAHAH but I'm serious. It might be dead soon coz I'll have to go on STUDY MODE for the final exam. Jeng jeng jeng!

Lol mind me. Now its morning and I'm waiting for the SA download. Hope it workss!! =)

Well just a few days ago, I went all the way to Port Dickson to attend a wedding dinner. And it was, BORING!!! I mean seriously, i wanted to talk to Hanien and Vanese but the speaker so effing loud ==. And they sit across the table. Haiz, mau macam mana?

And well, not many of my cousins came. Ah yang, Pei Wen, Pei Ying and William were M.I.A. So yeah, mostly all the uncles and grown up cousins, I felt so left out =(

GAHHH!! Skip that part xDD.. Since this is a random post..... I have nothing to say lol..

Kae lah lemme bathe first. xD

Morning World~!!

I've decided to let you go, get rid of my feelings and never fall for you again. Hope I don't turn back on this. Coz its the only way for me to survive.

NeverEm0~~JC

I NEED TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN, DAMMIT!

2010-09-02T10:28:00.000+08:00

Crap lah. The two pics on the top left side. Remember those? They're gone ==. Coz the acc user punya acc mebbe deactivated or the pic has been moved or whatever. Idc. COZ THOSE PICS ARE GONE T_T. Means i gotta change the skin. I dowan my skin to look cacat with that blank pic there. Haiz.

Owh lol lemme update abit. My parents brought to the computer shop and upgraded our cpu :D. Means change the RAM, Graphic card and other stuffs. Processor and motherboard still the same coz the man said our motherboard still can use for a year or two. Samore that motherboard my dad bought it 10 years ago ._. omg.

And and! We have Windows 7, Microsoft office 2007, AND A LCD MONITOR! HAH! XDDD I'm sorry but I'm so freakking happy finally our computer is NOT outdated x). But the cpu engine still makes ALOT of noise ==.

So my dad tried out the new computer and said "Celaka. Spent almost RM1000!" In my heart i said " HAHAHHAHA thank you Daddy!! xDDD"

And they installed Left 4 Dead 2 without charging me!! ==. Wtf. So what am I gonna do with the disk now?

Okae enough abit IT stuffs. Lol.

Darn it. My sis punya UPSR coming! And she's so calm abit it. Wtf. My mum lectured her ytd. With me. So means i gotta stop playing L4D 2 [NUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU!! T_____T], stop onlining and well. Start studying. Last time in std 6. I damn scared I won't get 5A's. So i study like a MAD FREAK. Seriously all the revision books upstairs can't fit in my sis's cupboards!! Lol and trust me, that time I no life. Study like what shyt. Its been 2 years I've been relaxing. Now I must be liddat again for PMR. =(

Aaaaaaaaaaaahhhh welll, thats life?

Kae i gtg. Damn blardy late! ==.. Baibai~

Suddenly, I'm not paranoid about you anymore :D

NeverEm0~~JC

I'M ALIVE!!!!

2010-08-30T11:08:00.000+08:00

Well actually the blog is suppose to be alive. But its the same mah. My blog is my life. And my life is alive. BWAHAHHAHAHA. Zha dao hor? xDDD

OH YEAH!! How is the story in the previous post? Nice boh? xD. Too much influence from Hush Hush, Shiver and Evermore. Teehee. Yesh I still love Patch =3.. Dun blame me for his mysterious oh-so-irresistible charming ways and everything! Except his maggi hair. Lol Vi Lynn loh. Say he got maggi hair. But i checked his pics! Whr got wor ._.

And and. I read a new book :DD. Yesh its more like Hush Hush and Shiver xDD. But more addicting, and not a very nice story line though. Just normal nia. Mixture of twilight and harry potter [Vi Lynn's remarks ahem]. So yeah. I din cry this time xD. Not even touching at all. But the second book sounds nice coz i read the synopsis. But Vi Lynn say boring leh. Haiz. I need a GOOD book now =(

I NEED CRESCENDO AND LINGER!! [Sequels of Hush Hush and Shiver] I want Patch and Sam right now. =(

Right im suppose to blog about the Japanese festival. And about Kanai. Haiz Im so sorry. My laziness has grown in me. I guess I'll blog about him right now since I have nothing to say xD.

I met him at the Japanese Festival during one of the martial arts workshop. At first, I WAS FREAKKING BORED! Seriously, all they did was yell and hit stuffs. I thought they were gonna fight or smtg lol. So yeah my mood was down abit. There were 4 students [japanese people! <3] demonstrating. One was this cute but kinda immature looks abit haha. Then there were two girls. One is Mio and another one is a long haired girl. Last i save for the best =D.. Kanai!!! <3 <3 <3 <3

Lol at first I didnt reli noticed him until I saw a person wearing really sophisticated armour, walking super cool and well looked reli matured mah. He got my heart xD. HAHAHAHAHHA!

Well anyway he learnt Kendo [japanese martial art] the longest. But he demonstate how to shout only ==. Zha dao. But his shout very loud, when he talk to freakking soft xD. Seriously!! He was introducing himself in Japanese, so another guy will translate for us. When he talk, the guy cannot hear so he had to move in closer. Reli swt!

Then then, he went for sparring! Omg reli reli chi kek moment! haha. Then I dunno who won, him or that girl. But who cares, next was photo time =D. But that time I din bring my camera coz my mum took it with her for a dinner at KL. Samore my iPhone was broken a few days before. So I had to use someone's camera xD. I zoom in samore to get his pic. HAHAHAHAHAH. Addicted to him. xD

After that, we kumpul at this dewan to do our choral speaking practice. And that was the second day we were there. Suddenly nia, Mio come in our group for choral speaking. Lol. So mostly Alia [a fren i met at the group] talked to her most coz her japanese was much much better than ours xD.

I was really hoping Kanai was also doing choral speaking. Mana tau he went home i think ==. GOOD NEWS! He lives at KL now :D. Coz from Japan he come here. Bwahahahahha. But but... I tried to find his facebook, dun have =(.. So yeah lost contact about him.

But I got over him lol. Dunno why i dun like him anymore. HAHAHAHHA. Ki siao adi.

Argh im late. I gtg. Well before i do. MERDEKAAAA!! I'm in a patriotic mood ;D.. Well i regret not going for the formation, coz it seems like I'm missing all the fun. Haiz.

Did you smile yesterday?

NeverEm0~~JC

I'm not the one T______________T

2010-08-29T01:08:00.000+08:00

Mind the heartbreaking titles. I'm being in a dramatic mood, ya noe? ;)

And mind this post too. I'm just having the mood to suddenly act like I'm sad over someone. HAHAHAHHAHA. I know its not me, coz this isnt me. So yeah don't think this is really what happening in my life. Coz you know, Yee Mae Yuen won't do this kinda thing de =)

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Ever since i met you, MY LIFE CHANGED 360 DEGREES. Seriously, i never knew it was gonna be YOU. I thought well you might be one of those guys who stays and goes away. But you stayed.

Thats what i thought, until now.

I dunno I've been having the mood swings as i said. And well one day I decided. Its not me. Its not right. I can't act like this forever! No way im gonna spoil my life like this. I kicked off that mood, and well went back being hyper. Well for me, it was a great improvement. Coz i din go moody in class nor in tuition. But yet, you're always on my mind.

That day we talked, the damn line was so fcking BAD! Couldnt hear you, your voice, your laugh. I wished you could call back again so I could hear all of those miracles clearly. But you didnt. Samore our talk was so short. And really, it made me sad thinking about it. But I shrugged. Not everytime must be picture perfect, eh?

I'm sorry for being paranoid with you. Coz when you don't answer my sms, I get sad. When you don't reply me in fb, I get a heartbreak. But when I see you, missing her, and then tells me "I can never forget her" with your sad eyes, my heart SHATTERS.

Sorry that I can't make you laugh. I can't make you smile. I can't make you happy. I.JUST.CAN'T.DO.ANYTHING.FOR.YOU.

I don't know why. I guess I'm not the one?

But yet, you make me laugh. You make me smile. You make me happy. Even when you're not there, I smile like I'm drunk coz I'm thinking of you. I suddenly laugh to myself coz I had a flashback about your jokes. I go high whenever I think of you. But you don't. You don't smile coz you think of me. You never did think about me.

And guess what?

I'm annoyed why am I so freakking obsessed with you?

YEAH. OBSESSED! I don't wanna freak you out. I don't wanna make you avoid me. I don't want you to think of me as a weird girl. I don't want you to.... hate me.

I'm just sorry for what I did. I apologise for everything that may have hurt you. Coz i never wanted to. You might think I'm lying, but I don't think those tears flowing out are fake.

Arghh what do you care? Even if i DIED, you would be the LAST person to know.

I might not tell you all the time. But I want you to keep this in your heart, FOREVER. Keep this message until we part, and never see each other again:
I always did think about you. I always did meant whatever I said. I might have lied, because I didn't wanna make you mad or let you get hurt. Whenever I go to sleep, the last person I think of is you. When I wake up or get back from school, I check my phone to see if there were any messages from you. Sometimes when I try to ignore you, coz sometimes I think of myself as annoying, I always fail.

I never wanted to be cold to you. I was just... being jealous. Yeah. And I... No. You cannot know this.

I live, right now. For the one friend who has always given me hope, Mandy Tee Mieng. Yeah if it wasnt for her, I would have died for you. But there's another reason why I'm living. To grow up long enough to see you graduate. To see you get a job, drive a car, get her and marry her. Have kids and grandkids. I would be willing to be by your side to see all this, even if I can never have you. All I just want to do is, stay at your side without you knowing. So live your life well. Coz im watching =)

If you think no one loves you. Think again.

I'm willing to help you get your happiness. And let you go. For your sake.

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Touching boh? =)

Well i gotta go sleep. Damn tired.

Nitez World~!!

As I said, the wrong person is loving me. And I guess, the wrong person is loving you too =(

NeverEm0~~JC

Sweet lies

2010-08-18T01:15:00.000+08:00

Omg its been how many weeks sinced i've updated????

Well a few weeks, but its not a crime right?

Fine i apologise to my blog for abandoning you. But you cant blame me! Blame the blardy monthly tests!! *whistles*

Okae lah back to the blog post xD. Well actually this is gonna be very random coz i have nothing to say. just wanna update this almost dead blog since SOMEONE mentioned i was lazy to update. Yesh YOU! Owen Low Smtg smtg [i dunno his chinese name lol] Grrr..

Aikz well so far life's good.

You knew very well that was an outright lie.

Well alot of stuff has happened lately. Mostly bad. I dunno why but these past two months have been giving me the mood swings and all the loneliness has started to grow. I hate it as bad as everyone else. Because it sucks when actually life is a whole lot better than this, but those bad things just keep coming and coming.

Oh yeah. I made a world record for crying the longest time. I think loh. Coz i cried nearly ermm.. One or two hours? I'm not really sure. But it should be long, coz the next morning my eyes felt really tired and swollen with the crying. Dun ask me why I cried for so long. Coz i aint gonna tell it here. Private and Confidential =). [Im still feeling the guilt in me]

And nowadays i keep getting mad easily. But i've controlled it so Im better. But some ppl still think im very mad when i just argue abit ==. Wth you call that angry? Well sorry dudes, you havent seen me in angry mode yet.

Hmm and i cried in class ==. HAIZ!!! See?? This is why i dun like ya noe. I dun like being in misery and all sad about life. I wanna laugh, have fun and well live my life. And this is how im living it now. Dammit.

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Argh enough of those nonsense. Lets just blog about some random stuffs eh? =)

Oh yeah ABOUT ENGLISH ORAL!! For me, i think argh.. I hope we did well. Coz it would be a shame if we didnt make the class laugh hor? x.x And well Vanishah was funny xDD.. Vi Lynn was very natural [eh you dun terasa or anything lah kae xD] and well me? I sucked the worse. As usual =[

And and and.. hrmm the Japanese Festival! Remind me to blog about it in the next post coz its a totally different thing that i wanna blog about xD

Kae lah thats about it i guess. My head is blank right now. Oh yeah do you know actually tomorrow is my exam? And my ass is still on this chair blogging?? Well yeah tomorrow i have KH, SEJ and PJ. All also need to memorise in order to PASS. Eh PASS only ah! xD You know wad i mean. Haiz hope i get good mark lehh. But i dun think so got hope loh. Look at me. Im still here complaining about my laziness ==

Nitez World~!!

One day, I get real mad for you not replying me. Then when you just say a few words, they melt my heart and I don't get mad at you anymore. WTF

NeverEm0~~JC

Love the way you lie♥

2010-07-23T11:12:00.002+08:00

[Chorus - Rihanna]
Just gonna stand there and watch me burn
Well that's all right because I like the way it hurts
Just gonna stand there and hear me cry
Well that's all right because I love the way you lie
I love the way you lie

[Eminem - Verse 1]
I can't tell you what it really is, I can only tell you what it feels like
And right now it's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe but I still fight while I can fight
As long as the wrong feels right it's like I'm in flight
High off her love, drunk from my hate, it's like I'm huffin' paint
And I love it the more I suffer, I suffocate
And right before I'm about to drown, she resuscitates me, she fuckin' hates me
And I love it, "wait, where you goin'?"
"I'm leavin' you," "no you ain't come back"
We're runnin' right back, here we go again
So insane, cause when it's goin' good it's goin' great
I'm superman with the wind in his back, she's Lois Lane
But when it's bad it's awful, I feel so ashamed I snap
Whose that dude? I don't even know his name
I laid hands on her
I never stoop so low again
I guess I don't know my own strength

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 2]
You ever love somebody so much you can barely breathe
When you with em you meet and neither one of you even know what hit em
Got that warm fuzzy feeling
Yeah them chills used to get em
Now you're getting fuckin' sick of lookin' at em
You swore you'd never hit em, never do nothin' to hurt em
Now you're in each other's face spewin' venom in your words when you spit em
You push pull each other's hair
Scratch claw hit em throw em down pin em
So lost in the moments when you're in em
It's the face that's the culprit, controls you both
So they say it's best to go your seperate ways
Guess that they don't know ya
Cause today that was yesterday
Yesterday is over, it's a different day
Sound like broken records playin' over
But you promised her next time you'll show restraint
You don't get another chance
Life is no nintendo game, but you lied again
Now you get to watch her leave out the window
Guess that's why they call it window pane

[Chorus]

[Eminem - Verse 3]
Now I know we said things, did things, that we didn't mean
And we fall back into the same patterns, same routine
But your temper's just as bad as mine is, you're the same as me
When it comes to love you're just as blinded
Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much to walk away though
Come inside, pick up the bags off the sidewalk
Don't you hear sincerity in my voice when I talk?
Told you this is my fault, look me in the eyeball
Next time I'm pissed I'll aim my fist at the drywall
Next time there won't be no next time
I apologize even though I know it's lies
I'm tired of the games I just want her back
I know I'm a liar if she ever tries to fuckin' leave again
I'ma tie her to the bed and set this house on fire

[Chorus]

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/e/eminem/#share

Sorry for the vulgarities. I guess thats just Eminem =)

Yesh i noe i should be going to school. After i finish this game xD

Nothing to say lol

NeverEm0~~JC

Patch VS Sam

2010-07-23T10:17:00.002+08:00

Yesh these two so freakking romantic and some how charming book characters stole my heart already xD.. And I'm having a dilemma. Coz i cant like two! Its either gotta be Patch or Sam. =(

Well here's the description of them.

Patch Cipriano

He's kinda protective, muscular [as said in the book] and has a very mysterious personality. He pro at playing snooker. He's an angel and a guardian to Nora. Why I like him? Coz how he treats Nora with so much care and I could really feel he loves Nora [damn xD]. Thats why I like him. Coz he gives his all to her. And when she wanted to sacrifice herself for him, he saved her instead. And he said "I didn't accept your sacrifice" OMG that part reli touched me! As usual lah thats the ending part of the story xD

Sam [Samuel K.Roth]

He's very loyal and cautious. He cares for people's feelings more than how he would have felt. He's the type of person who doesn't want anyone to go through what he has been. Perfectionist. Always wants to do things right, especially with Grace. A book lover and very very romantic. Goes crazy whenever he's with Grace. A protective person. Nothing mysterious about him because he tells everything to Grace. He's kinda a bad liar and quite honest. Why I like him? Coz of how his thoughts work. How much attention he's giving instead of getting. He cares about the right things. And always have doubts. [I always doubt. Grrr] And well, the book says he's cute. But i don't agree lol.

How??? Both also i like lehh =( I wanna be loyal to Patch Angel.. But Sam is just so... Arghhh xD

I.WANT.PATCH.AND.SAM

Grrr I can't make up my mind =[

I HATE SAM FOR BEING SO CARING AND FOR HIS WORDS, THOUGHTS AND ACTIONS THAT MADE ME MELT GAH!!

Tell me what to do T_T

Kae lah i wanna play PS then i either SDO or Blackshot. Most likely SDO :D

Morning World~~!!

I can trust you. But can i trust your words? Are those words 100% honest? Or made from guiltiness? Coz for someone who likes you but you don't like back?

NeverEm0~~JC

Shiver ♥

2010-07-23T09:28:00.004+08:00

Damn this book is AWESOME!!!
Samuel K.Roth! ♥♥♥
Yesh its about wolves =)

I love the story! At the beginning it was kinda boring, but when reached the ending part. I got so freakking emotional! Lol ahhh damn i love this story! Well.. Its because.. Of Sam too x)

Aiya i know you are gonna say "Another one? What about Patch??" Well thats my dilemma now.. I cant decide between Patch and Sam =/. Well discussing it in the next post. Now talking about the book!! xD

Well here are the parts i started crying..

Sam cupped my face in his hands and looked me in the eyes. His eyes were yellow, sad, wolf, mine. "These stay the same. Remember that when you look at me. Remember its me. Please."

Please don't go.

Shiver by Maggie Stiefvater, Pg 339 and Pg 340

Damn thats when i knew he was to change. Since it was his last year, it meant that he was never gonna be human to be with Grace T_______________T Darn i cried!

Well i cried all the way to the end. Coz Grace was so eager to cure him. And well, i thought he died from the meningtis. I cried even more at the ending. The part where... Ahhh dowan say! You all read yourself =).. Besides its easy to get wan. Its a Scholastic book. I thought of buying it, but as usual tak ada $$

Kae next post! ;D

I'm trying to let go. Coz i know i can never have you. But it seems like i never try, or i could never do that.

NeverEm0~~JC

Kissing You =)

2010-07-19T11:21:00.003+08:00

Arrrghhh spent most of the morning doing the Seni folio! I gotta finsih it by this wednesday. Rushing like hell T_________T

Good news i have another folio to finish. The Sivik wan ==.. Well I'm just gonna update something reli reli short.. Which is a song thats been in my head all day x)

YESH THIS AWESOME SONG!! WOOOOHOOO! XDDD I'm gonna sing *lalalallala* Omg i heard a crash o.O HAHHAHA im joking. But seriously i heard a crash..

Anyway i gotta go im super freakking late!!

Morning World~~!!

I suppose you don't like this situation. Do you?

NeverEm0~~JC

Likeys!

2010-07-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

Lol you know those liking thingys on Facebook and group stuff? Well im kinda addicted coz most of the words are just so sweet! And some really funny! =)

*Falls To Ground* ":O Did You Just Trip?" "No, I Was Testing Gravity, And Just To Let You Know It...

This one is touching! ;)
girl:lets just breakup.
boy:ok then, ill just go back to my ex then.
girl:wow ur a idiot. we're totally over,
nextday..
boy:i still love u.
girl:i thought we breakup?&u said u would go back to ur ex right?
boy:exactly, im coming back to you

Omg i never thought of this!
There is a "lie" in believe,
"over" in lover,
"end" in friend,
"us" in trust,
and "if" in life.

HAHHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHA THIS ONE IS FUNNY!!!
New album comes out "OMG justin bieber has finally hit puberty!" (released 2017)

SpongeBob Squarepants theme song.. LOL!!
Captain:Are you ready kids?

Kids: Aye-aye Captain.

Captain:I can't hear you...

Kids: YOU DEAF AH!

Yeah I get it. You can ignore me, but if I ignore you, it's a big deal.

Awwww =)
A boy gives a girl 10 roses, 9 real and 1 fake. And he says to the girl that he'll love her, until the last one dies.

Lol heck yeah! ;D
Treat your girl right or another guy will.

Lol this one is mean..
'OMG' that picture is so like nice! Wait... lets just crop you out. There... PERFECT!

Hmmm.. Not really.. But this one is for those who got cheated or anything ;)
No man is worth your tears, and when you find the man who is, He'll never make you cry.

ANTI-TWILIGHT! BWAHAHHAHAH!
I Told Edward He Was Gay And He Hit Me With His Purse!

This is just so bhb!!

Without me, its just aweso

Oh yeah >=)

Roses are red, Violets are blue,

I have five fingers, and the middle one is for you >:)

LOL!
"I am a ninja"

No you are not

"did you see me do that?"

do what?

Exactly...

Hmm.. It has a point!
The more you learn,The more you know,
The more you know,The more you forget,
The more you forget,The less you know,
So why learn?

LOL now who created this??? xDD
If ' Ai ' means love in Chinese, wouldn't " AIYO " mean "Love yo" ?

HAHAHHA THIS ONE IS MY MOST FAVOURITE!!
One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one Of them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the Sky and said, "Where ?"

HAHAHAHAHHAAHAH! That was a good laugh xDD.. Well hope you guys enjoyed it.. Found it all from Facebook.. Oh yeah!! One more i remembered!

The only book i can read is Facebook

LOL! So true x)

Ahhh well my blogging mood is not on my side now =( which means i can't blog long. Which means i need to off. Coz i have nothing to blog.

Awwwwwww =(

Nite World~!!

Good night, Patch <3

NeverEm0~~JC

OMG what have i done...

2010-07-14T10:52:00.003+08:00

To whom it may concern [grrr i dunno if its 'who' or 'whom'.. Yeah my grammar is kinda bad] This is for you and you only.. And the others dun perasan its you..Seriously its scary when im talking about someone else then you say its u O_O|||

Since that call.. I realise im the one very very wrong.. And..

I'M SOOOOOOO SORRY! TT

I've been mistreating you and alot. I guess i might have over reacted. But now i reli regretted what i did. You should know if you left, its the same as being dead =( You are very important to me. You're the only person that i thought so much. And actually sms-ed and chatted so much. For the first time i wasnt a fool at the things i did. You'd always advise me at stuff. And as usual, you are 100% correct. I hate you =) for being always right..

All those posts i wrote.. Gomene ><.. I guess i was reli emotional but i know i shouldnt have wrote those.. Until that day you smacked the hell outta me, i know i shouldnt have =(.. Those tears were worth it.. Coz it was for you..

I should have known you were trying to protect me. I should have known you really cared. I reli should have known before. Haiz..

Now.. I dowan to hurt you anymore. Looking at those posts i wrote i could feel the anger. And i could feel how much hurt i could have hurt someone. Someone who is most important to me. And i regret writing every single word in that post =<

I understand if you're still mad at me. Coz you have every right to do so ><.. But i hope that from now on, i could make you smile and make you happy. I reli owe you alot. From how much you have done for me in the past, i would never forget. I still trust you the most. I still think about you the most. I still cry for you the most. I still care for you the most. But i guess i dun show it =(..

I hope you believe every word i say here. I might not say it out, because im... kinda shy to say it @_@.. Thats why i take blogging as my life.. because all these words are what i reli felt deep down.. The words i can never say out.. Are all in here..

And there's something we used to say a long time ago. But we dun reli say it now.. Coz err.. I dunno why. But i guess its coz i dun dare to say it to you.. but im gonna say it anyway..

I LOVE YOU! =) AS MY MOST IMPORTANT FRIEND

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Whoa i feel like crying now ><.. Darn it.. Im such a cry baby =(

Kae lah i gtg school.. Baibai~

Stop calling me.. Im sorry but i dowan hurt him anymore.. Pls lah!!

Well.. i adi said it up there.. Hope you get the msg ><

NeverEm0~~JC

Injured =(

2010-07-14T10:41:00.002+08:00

Well rmb that day i said i sprained my ankle when i jumped from the stairs? Guess what i have on my leg now?Yesh. A bandage. And trust me its annoying. It hurts and i cant walk properly ==.. I walk freakking slow than my friends.. Haiz mafan leh!! ==

See that big lump on my ankle? On the left side.. Yeah that was the size of it on the first night..

This wan was in the afternoon.. not that teruk..

I WAN THIS INJURY TO HEAL! Coz i wanna go to tkd with Mandy =(.. And and.. I wanna stop wearing that annoying bandage.. And and.. I miss my school socks O_O

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Next post!

Morning World~!!

NeverEm0~~JC

I feel like..

2010-07-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

Lol i feel like changing my blogskin coz vi lynn says the skin owayz make her lag.. So i might be changing it soon ;D

Ahhh today we had Kemba Karnival.. And it sucked abit than usual. Coz ahh lets start from morning =/

At morning i rmb waking up when i heard the alarm.. Instead of waking up, i woke my sis up and went back to sleep ==.. So i woke up again at 7.20am.. Rushed to get ready and go to school.. I was having the cups, straws and shaker for the Bubble tea sale. And when i got there, they say they not doing ==

I dowan choi that adi lah [to be frank, i was very pissed].. So i went to the ICTL to see Chiam and Audrey for the eng treasure hunt.. We ran here and there getting all the stuff. I found out what is a Tote bag xDDD.. But smtg happened.. When i was running down the stairs, there was this girl infront of me walking so freakking slow! So of coz i got impatient, i jumped from the 3rd step. I landed on my left foot and well the posture was wrong so i sprained my ankle =( Now its swelling, i cnt walk well.

So anyway we ended up getting nothing for the treasure hunt TT.. Im sorry Chiam and Audrey! I make you all late de =[

Then we went around giving back ppl's things we borrowed for the treasure hunt.. Then we bought drinks and my breakfast to eat. OH YEAH! I din get to eat breakfast with my Meii =( Well coz she had Origami competition so i dun mind. Samore she won 1st! ^^

Then we all 3 play and took pics.. It was fun :D.. Then i went to Vi Vian there to play bkb with her.. I wanted to play with the others also but got 2 things i dowan.. 1st is becoz of my injury.. 2nd is bcoz i scared @_@.. I scare play bkb with senior wan.. Coz im usually very very very noob ><.. And Vi Vian play quite pro leh.. I wan her be my senpai leh. I wan her teach me bkb =(.. I suck at it TT

Anyway we went to the khemah to sit and i sms some ppl xDD.. Audrey LaoPo got angry but she dowan tell leh TT.. Haiz hope she alright now!

Then i went home limping.. Lol now its worse coz its swelling.. Ahh nvm lah tomorrow i think it'll be better.

Thats all for todae peeps ;D

Yo World~~!!

Im sorry but i dun trust everything about you..

Im sorry i made you mad. I got my balasan adi. I got that painful injury. I deserve it =(

NeverEm0~~JC

GOMENASAI TT

2010-07-05T02:11:00.003+08:00

To all my friends in school and tuition, or anyone i usually meet.

I'M VERY VERY SORRY! ><

Nowadays i noe my mood have been very very unstable. I owayz get angry and suddenly pissed. When i was talking to some of you, i know my temper was rising and i was scolding instead of talking. I really din wanna hurt you all. Its just my mood and lack of sleep has finally gave me effect.

I am really sorry. I din wanna hurt anyone. Im just tired and depressed about a few things happening now. Give me a week or maybe more then i'll try to get back to the old me. I'll sleep less and play more with you all. Joke more rather than being serious and scold you all. Im really very sorry. I shouldnt have acted that way.

I especially wanna apologize to Jasdeep, Buva, Zi Ee, Audrey, Sophia, Vi Lynn, Bryan, Vhimall, Jo-Kym and many more of my friends that i might have hurt. GOMENASAI TT

Please forgive me!

Im sorry i troubled you. For now i wanna make sure you're okae. So.. Are you okae? ><

Thanks. At least i felt better todae. But soon tomorrow im sure i would feel as suckish as i had a few days ago. But so far, I guess i should appreciate what you did todae. Domo~!

Nite World~!!

Never Em0~~JC

The Nice Face?

2010-07-05T02:00:00.002+08:00

Now my mood is alot better, after the nice face showed up. Well im not gonna believe it much, coz its just a face? Ntg else.. besides it might be fake... So better not let your hopes up eh?

Ahh enuf lah. I dowan talk abt it. Todae im just lucky.. But so far i dun see progresses.. And im even lucky they dun read my blog.. Cz if they do.. Im dead.. Lol?

Awww i just watch Autumn Concerto!! Ahhh damn nice leh xD..

Ntg to say.. Haiz i guess i wanna go sleep rite now? yeah most likely..

I waited for you to reply until now, are you okae??

I keep seeing ur name in my hw when i did my Sej. And other hw too. Owayz i see ur name. Wth is happening?

Yeah i guess i need some really good rest. Samore tomorrow im suppose to play Blackshot with Bryan. Sniper and pistol. Damn i suck at those two weapons! And yet he still wan me to play. == Jorr.. I dowan lehh..

Its been a long time since i sdo. Highest lvl i can go is 13. Hmm i need to improve leh..

Samore my hw haven done. Wow i wanna pro in game and update my hw from time to time.. how lah ==

Sei lah that teacher.. Last day also wanna give us so much hw and ask us finish in 10minutes? JUST BECAUSE WE DOWAN ANSWER U?? WALAO! we dowan answer you coz you scary and dun like lah.. Cannot use other way to teach ah? Wtf can merajuk samore? you think i salute u izzit? Damn fake lah u! Say thanks and sorry also with nice voice bt ur expression is like "whatever im a teacher they student" wtf.. Samore make me rush to tkd. I hate you lah! Give us pembentangan samore? So stupid lahhh.. We got so much time meh?? To do stuff that u merajuk about? Please lahh!!! I wan change teacher. owayz oni these kinda teacher got prob. And i hate it the most.

Haiz im getting mad for no reason.

NeverEm0~~JC

Nitez~

2010-07-02T01:44:00.002+08:00

Wow. Its 1.44am. And the laptop low battery adi == So i gtg sleep. Well im not tired yet.

Well at least i could browse thru some stuff, to let myself know im not in a fairytale. That i am still useless as what you said. Yeah i said i wanted to hear it. Doesnt mean i can accept it all at once. This time, im not crying. Im going to change from now on. Being nice to you when ALL THOSE MASKS YOU PUT ON?? I jz dunno wad to do to you. For now, im gonna stick to my friends who were really there. I shouldnt hurt them because of you. And i shouldnt hurt myself because of you.

AND YOU TOO. If you din fell none of this would had happened.

Haiz i need to sleep. Laptop shutting down. BaiBai~

Using your sms-es to pinch myself into reality

NeverEm0~~JC

Tired!

2010-07-02T01:16:00.002+08:00

Just a short post to update.. I've been sleeping late for 3 whole weeks.. The latest is 3am.. Earliest? 12am..

I've trying really hard to sleep.. but i just cant. When i lie down on my bed, my mind starts going on and on and after an hour then i start to sleep. Thanks to "Luck" Yee Kor kor and Chun Hoe for peii me todae. Even though it was just awhile, but thanks for ur concern.

But nothing reli changes now. Im still hopeless. I still make ppl mad. And im still no one's special. Hmm what a shock?

Im sick of being sad about this. Those crying days are over. My tears dowan to come out adi. Coz they know its not worth it at all. Im done. Im tired and fed up. I just wan this stupid thing to end. I just wanna sleep properly again.

Im even getting cranky in school. I hit back the wrong ppl. [Sorry Jasdeep ><..] And getting emotional for a small reason.. I scream too much.. I sleep all the time since im freakking tired and lack of sleep.. I suck at Blackshot and SA now.. Im slacking off at everything..

JUST.BECAUSE.OF.YOU.BOTH.AND.MY.STUPID.SELF

Thanks. Now im heartless too. Whenever i see some sympathic thing, i wont start feeling sad or sorry as movies are made for. Instead, i yawn and go to sleep. When i try to feel guilty for something, it never happens these days. Yeah i know its all my fault.

But sometimes i wished... Haiz.. Dowan say here..

I shouldnt have said it here.. Oh well i jz did.. So why not post it.. Its for the readers. Besides.. No one's identity is said.. So im cool..

Haiz i wan go fb liao lah.. Yay its 1am. Lets see what time i can be tired todae ==

Stop playing with me!

NeverEm0~~JC

Pra Jualan!

2010-06-27T18:37:00.002+08:00

Lol yesterday i woke up damn early to go to school for prajualan. 7am kae!! ZOMG LAH SO EARLY!! (yesh i hate mornings)

So the nite before i already did some cornflakes to sell there lu.. I did around 3 containers. I gave to Yen Chiun coz she gonna help me sell. I cudnt sell coz i have to go for this Geo competition i joined. Jasdeep and Buva suppose to come with me, but they not coming that day ==

Lol at 1st i almost slept before the competition coz i was tired.. Then when they start my teammates ran so fast i had to catch up @_@.. The 1st station was kinda tough coz they ask where is the deepest jurang and the widest sea.. OF COZ I DUNNO LAHH!!

The rest was kinda hard too coz we had to figure out the leaves and spices on the table.. I din help at all.. Coz i dunno what the heck are those TT.. And some fckers come to copy!! And she's a form 1.. I find her very sombong.. That time she was looking at my group paper and i said " DUN COPY LAH!" Then with her eyes glued on the paper she said " No im taking leaves" Wtf u think i stupid arh?? Get lost lah!

Then i went to Japanese Club meeting and we did Shodo [japanese caligraphy] and it was fun!! xDDD I still keeping it but lazy take pic lol.. Trust me its freakking ugly! But sophia wan damn nice leh.. Coz her caligraphy *thumbs up*

In the evening me and my family had to go all the way to port dickson for my cousin sister wedding dinner. I had to wear that dress again == JOR!!

Anyway we met Pei Wen and Pei Ying half way lol.. So we went in together and found Hanien and Vanese. We sat together ;D.. Of coz we had fun! We talk talk and send songs. Lol and Hanien dress damn nice lehh!! Vanese wan very sweet lol..

Then we kept going to toilet coz bored mah xDD.. We snapped some pics. Then there was one time i went in toilet to wash my hands. Then this indian woman came out with her daughter and looked at me. She told me "Nice dress ahh. You look very sweet in it" she smiled and i thanked her. She walked away.

I was half swt and half smiling. HAHHAHAHA.

Well then we hang out samore and cam whored. Then we went home loh.

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Lemme go eat 1st. I got another post XD

My heart is still beating but its not you

NeverEm0~~JC

ENOUGH

2010-06-25T00:51:00.002+08:00

Sad?D;
ENOUGH LAHH!!!
I've had enough. I've been sad thinking about you and wondering abt it all night until 3am! Then i get sleepy in class. Yeah i really cant take it. Im still hurt bt yet i feel isnt this just too much??

Haiz why am i getting so angry for? == Mebbe coz im freakking tired. Its 1am. And i havent slept.

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Ignore the previous posts. Im just facing thru stuffs. Lol you know lah. But dun worie im fine. I just need to sleep now. Gtg.

Nitez World~!

I just want you to read this. I know its freakking confusing! But keeping it inside me makes me worse than now.

NeverEm0~~JC

Tell me what to do TT

2010-06-24T01:58:00.003+08:00

Tonite im much better. But im jz feeling lonely and sad. I noe its very very very wrong, but i need you now.

Mebbe its bcz i seek for attention. So you are the one who usually does. I noe its wrong. But who can stop this lonely feeling for me??

I know i said i wanted you to go. And i half meant it. Coz i was doing it for someone. And that someone is the person i don't wanna hurt or make that person mad. You understand rite?><>don't like that person like that. Only as a very close friend. Thats all. Besides, there's no chance of it.

Im sorry i hurt you. Im sorry i made you mad or upset. I dunno if u did, im sorry i made u cry. But for these past few days, im crying myself to sleep. And i understand how much pain it is. Coz i have a heart too.

I know this post might make u confused. Bcz im confused myself. I dont know how am i suppose to feel. Am i suppose to feel sad? Happy? Angry?? Now im emotionless. But yet that lonely silence is always here. And i want it to go away TT

I cant make my decisions. Coz i don wanna regret it if i made the wrong choice. Paiseh coz i trouble you. You deserve happiness more than i do. Im hopeless. I cnt make you happy. I can never make ppl happy. I rmb he said that, although i hate him, but he's telling the truth.

Well talking about this just makes me dont wanna talk about stuff that... Haiz dowan say.. If i did, its for your happiness but i would still be sad. But i'll try to move on. Coz if i stay too far behind, i cant see your smile again.

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Mis Su Mis Su! ><

The way we talked, i know we aren't the same anymore. But why care for me?? If i got broken and beaten up, i don't think so you would even care.

NeverEm0~~JC

Its just for the night

2010-06-23T01:32:00.003+08:00

Well dont think im emo-ing. Im just taking pics according to my mood. And as you all know, my mood isnt great at all. So yeah mind the pics. Its just for fun.Guess if the cut is real anot? Lol

I dowan talk about the 3 other pics. Im lazy and nt in the mood. Haiz.

Anyway to let you know, i didnt cut myself in the first pic. I just used black, blue and red pen to create that cut ;D.. Taught by Jo-Kym. Nice?

I gtg. Nite.

NeverEm0~~JC

I AM NOT EMO-ING

2010-06-23T01:00:00.002+08:00

I am seriously not emo-ing. Just sad and not in the mood. Thats all. So please dun say im emo. Remember I never emo kae??

But for now. I cant be happy. But people have to be sad to know the meaning of happiness. Thats not my point for now.

I just made things worse. I hurt ____ again. But i dowan EuU to sad either. I end up hurting both. Yes i almost cried in tuition. Luckily i had friends there. So i laughed just before i could even drop a tear. I couldnt concentrate either. The maths question i had to repeat 2 times coz i did the wrong part. I didnt read. I didnt pay attention. Wtf is this.

Im sorry. I caused all this. I know that sorry can never solve this but.. Im gonna try to help.. But im also afraid i might ruin things too. So.. Yeah im hopeless. Im useless. Thats why im saying sorry. Coz i have no hope.

Todae i went to Facebook and posted this:

She died todae and confused right now.. She doesnt have anyone anymore coz of her own doings... She regrets it but yet she cant fix anything at all.. She is now hopeless and not sure if she ever wanna believe in anything again.. Guess who is that stupid hurtful girl.. Its obvious coz the person is writing this status write now..

But i guess being sad leads you to nothing. Because the point of you falling, is for you to stand back up again. And dun worie, i will be fine soon. But not now. I don't deserve any happiness. As much as i don't deserve you guys since im such a bad friend.

Haiz i don wanna talk much now. Just wanna sleep and try to find the solution. I dun reli care if anyone is happy abt me being sad. Coz my true frenz are more worthy of my attention than the haters. So yeah. Don't think you can actually make me cry easily. I turn pain to power. So don't get me angry.

Nitez.

Coz of you, i get hurt to the maximum. Why do you have to care?? Isnt this what you want?? I have to let you go. And you know that. So why not???

NeverEm0~~JC

School's back!

2010-06-21T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yay. I love school. I feel like ripping my hair off and cursing every bad word in the world. Yeepee. Woohoo.

SARCASM!!

Gahhh im sooooooooo not into school mood!! =( The 2 weeks of holidays adi poisoned my brain! Im adi thinking of FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, FACEBOOK, SDO SDO SDO SDO AND GAMES!! Walaoweii.. How to catch up in school? Samore i got work I haven even finish coz i lost my sivik textbook ==. And some KRT papers i din get leh! How??

D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R

BOOM!

Hahah okae now im kinda crazie coz i have no mood to finish up my Geo folio even when i have 3 days to finish it. Lalalala.

WAIT.

3 DAYS????

WTF I GOTTA FINISH IT NOW!!!

I mean later. Hahaha. Come on. Don't spoil my bloggie mood. Since school comes, i feel like writing. I swear if teacher gimme essay I'll write pages xDD. But if teacher give KARANGAN, i can only manage on sentence. "Saya tak tau" hHAHAHHAHAHAH. Joking. Seriously, i hate karangan =( Coz its in BM.. And since primary I owayz weak in BM.. Only std 4 I was okae with BM until now. Thanks to the homework that made my hair grow white. Lol.

BACK TO THE TOPIC. LOL.

I want to go to school coz i wanna see my Meii, Bubu, Jazz, Violin, Wongie, Cao Rui Jia, Aud LaoPo, Zi Ee and so many more friends i miss!! =( but i don't miss you, HOMEWORK! I won't hug you. You made my life miserable. *merajuk*

HAHAHHAHAHA. Yesh im crazy xD COZ OF THE DAMN SCHOOL NO MOOD!! MUST BE HAPPY!! X.X never emooooo~!

Im sure no one is gonna read this. Only a few of those loyal readers will ;D aka Mandy, I-vy, Jo-Kym, Vi Lynn (if she is reading xDD jk jk) and well.. Erm yesh im sad. My chatbox not much chatty as it used too =( *cries*

K lah i lazy blog liao LOL!! Wanna go update those pics i owe @_@ Damn alot leh.. Its last years pics ><

Morning world~~!!

Im sorry I said I hate you. You've been by my side for how long adi? How could i hate you? ><

NeverEm0~~JC

Bruises

2010-06-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

Here are the injuries i got from the sparring wan.See a lil blue thingy? yeah there ><
Mount Kinabalu @_@
Scary ><

Nitez World!

NeverEm0~~JC

Tkd news!

2010-06-20T23:48:00.002+08:00

Lol sure got tkd news wan hor? xDD Coz mandy there mah.. Of coz fun xDD

Anywayy lemme start at the beginning.. At first i thought mandy wudnt come cz she say she not confirm TT.. When i got there.. OMG she's there! Then she sed hi and gave me this reli reli reli reli reli reli nice shirt.. And i hugged her from the back xD.. THANKS MANDY! I LOVE IT LOTSS! <3

Then we chat chat chat lu.. Then training started. That day we were gonna spar mah. So we wore our protective vest and headgear before sparring. I was kinda scared and relieved coz most of the pro boy blackbelts not there so i wun kena belasah xD. Scared? Coz since Mabel and Mandy go to monday class. I've been scared they'd tear me to pieces. And they did x)

First I spar with Mabel. Omg she damn geng leh. She kick me non-stop until i wan die ! @_@ Its been a long time since I've sparred. And well that first round adi gimme a few bruises on my shin but its normal so i dun mind.

Then I spar with Lokman. Wel he kinda had this rule of "Boys dont hit girls" so ermm. He hardly hit me ==. Then i said to him "Pukul laahhh" then he juz nod his head but din hit me. Lol..

Next was Wei Jun. He din reli go full force on me. I guess he also follows the Rule?? Lol.. Bt from those two i got bruises on my leg coz i hit their elbow @_@

Last wan was Wesley. Well he's a blue belt. And he dowan kick me ><. So i tried to kick him. So far. My sparring was very very very bad =(.

Then then! Teacher wanted a short spar for one person defend and two attacker. Meaning one person against two people! Damn hard kae. I spar with Mandy and Mabel. Well they are good fighters! And yesh i got slammed ><.. Well it means im slacking off and gotta work hard. Huhuhu. SDO! TT

Then when i put my specs on and felt pain on my right foot. Manatau got one big bruise there @_@.. After i post the pics kae? Let u see ><

After that, balik liao ma. So i put my bottle at the table and went around sms-ing lol. Then i was waiting for the card from PS. I saw Paulose holding my bottle and heading for his mouth. I shout "EHHH MY BOTTLE!!!!"

Too late. His mouth touch liao. And got saliva @_@.. Then he quickly put away the bottle like it was poison lol. He said "Im sorry. Omg. I have a bottle exactly like this one at home! Nvm i wash for you"

@_@

Well thats all for tkd i guess.

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Walaoweii i almost kena leh! I bloggin with my dad laptop. Then suddenly he came out from the room. I was in the living room. Luckily i turn off the lights and fan. He then use the bathroom and went back inside. OMG scaring leh! Samore i sweating like hell now coz i off the fan. See? Blogging for you leh! xD

Kae lah i go sleep lah. Baibai~

Im sorry TT

NeverEm0~~JC

Its for her ;D

2010-06-18T16:07:00.002+08:00

This is a belated birthday post for this girl who is different yet stylish in her own way. She's a very special friend and i wish her a very happy 14th birthday ;D Wanna noe who?

I think you guys remember this old pic of me and her at tuition? =)
YESH! NEW JO-KYM aka KAYE ! Happy happy belated burfday! I'm sure you enjoyed your outing yesterday. And may all your dreams come true!

Lazy to update lah. Wanna watch Autumn Concerto and SDO! OMG i rmb i haven play Blackshot at all for the two whole weeks! Shyt.. And and and.. Suddenly my St John president sms me TOMORROW is Flag day ==.. And i need to recruit 4 ppl! Last minute walao now is 4pm.. Haiz kk i gtg do my work..

Sej folio?

Geo folio?

Sivik folio?

KRT?

ALL BELUM SIAP!!

><>

NeverEm0~~JC

Tuition xD

2010-05-25T10:20:00.002+08:00

Hahahah as usual sure got smtg funny happen in tuition wan!

That time when i first came to tuition first person i saw was Xiiao Zha Bor ==. Wth so we ma chat chat loh. Then Shereena came and we lagi chat. xDD I saw Vhimall's pencil box. Of coz i hid it =) Then i was sms-ing some ppl. I left my hp on the chair and kept chatting. Mana tau Bryan took the hp and see my songs. Lol he damn childish. The 1st thing he played on my phone was DORAEMON. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA

And he duno how to off. So it played for a reli long time xDD. Then i change to Body Language- Jesse McCartney. Haha finally something nicer to hear! x) So i ran off to other places and talk with ppl loh. Bryan still took my hp. Played tick tack toe with Joyce x) IT WAS A TIE! XDDD And i played a game with Vhimall too. He could have won but he din see. So it was another tie :D

Then i started finding for my hp. Bryan din have it ==. Then when i got out from the room he told me " Ehh dun be angry when i tell you smtg arh.."

Me: ?? What?

Bryan: I gave ur hp to Vhimall to hide. So dun angry k! When class over oni you get it back k? Sorry.

Me: ==

So i just ignored him. Lol then Vhimall thought i dunno the hp was with him. So he kept saying " Eh Mae Yuen! Where ur hp????" And he kept repeating it. This is where i launch the merajuk mode xDD

Of coz he gt scared loh. And finally he gave my hp back and said "Nahh ur hp lah. I found it k!"

Me: Wtf you think i dunno kah? I noe u hiding it lark!

He got angry lol. So he tried to strangle me. That time i was sitting on the floor. And he was standing. So when he strangle me i pushed him. AT THE WRONG PLACE ><

You know what i mean. I pushed THERE ><

Crap. And obviously i laughed and was shocked abit. Coz i din noe i push wrong place ><. And he was crouching and saying pain pain lol. He sweared at me. But evryone gets used to his swearing! LOL..

Kae lah i owe u an apology Vhi. So yeah. SORRY. I REALLY DIDNT WANNA HIT THERE!

But you deserve it for hiding my hp xDDD HAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA

K i gtg. My exam is this Thurs :(

BaiBai~ Morning World~~!!

Im scared ><

NeverEm0~~JC

Never Em0

Sakai !

Small update :P

GOMENASAI!

Monkehh's world these days

Just a small update :D

I guess I'm not good enough?

Nike Yee Mae Lyn :)

UPDATED IN WELL, A THOUSAND YEARS!!

4th April 2011 =)

I'm against abortion. Are you?

Bitch off?

Best Friendssss :D

To Ma Cheh Cheh YikThong

I hacked my sister's blog :D

HEY!! IM A CRAZY ASS!!!

Crap my crappy life

Welcome 2011!!

My 401th post!! :D

I miss you guys and girls =(

If you could only read one magazine for the rest of your life, which would it be?

Audition!!

All alone

I almost lost myself for a moment

Sometimes, things are worth it (:

28th November 2010 - Not my best day

Changed twice (:

HAPPY BURFDAY!!

Today teacher expected me and Mandy Tee Mieng to spar. FYI, I WILL NEVER HURT HER =)

TIRING!

UPDATES!!

I'm suppose to be studying right now, but what the heck!

Stupids I did on Facebook! :D

By the time Mr.Right comes by, I'll be lesbian adi. HAHAHHAHAHHA. JOKING

I have nothing to do right now =(

Why is it when I wish someone good luck for their exam, they say "O_o finish adi lah."== bad timing

I JUST STARTED FORM 1 SEJ! AND WTC I GOT 50++ TOPICS TO GO FOR ALL FORM 1 SUBJECTS.I haven't mentioned form 2 yet. Zzzz.

Why is it all the artist in the world can never be ATTRACTIVE? Only Patch, Damen and Sam are irresistible ==. Book characters VS Artist.Patch win =D

‎(= ¡uʍop ǝpısdn plɹoʍ ʎɯ uɹnʇ noʎ 'ɐllǝɟ pıdnʇs

I miss him alot. No one can ever replace the best Japanese teacher in the world, Sensei Azmi Asura. You are never forgotten! ♥

If roses are red and violets are blue, then what the hell is the colour violet?-Nigahiga ♥

Why is it that I online VERY often, and ppl msn me saying "Eh now oni u on? I nv see u on so long" == wth?

I'm not ignoring you, I'm just waiting for you to talk to me 1st

I suddenly miss Sophia Soh ><

Damen & Ever ; Sam & Grace ; Patch & Nora ; Me & Nobody =)

Toki ni wa kizu tsukeattemo. Anata wo kanjite itai ♥

You ignore me, I ignore you back. Its simple =)

KevJumba is super lame but cute. Nigahiga is awesome but ugly. ARGH

Mum : Eh go get the staircase and climb so that you can lap this dusty spot?Me : ... You meant the ladder?Mum : Yeah. That wan.

> What the hell? ==

Climbing on the top of a ladder and holding a ceiling fan as support is super scary!

If anyone finds a broken piece around the floor, please return it to me. Coz i need to fix my heart back.

I ♥ Karl Lin Kor Kor ; I hate Leon Scott Kennedy. HAHA

Damen Aguste sounds so hawt. But I love Patch no matter wad xD

Why ppl think i scold sikit oni, they say im super angry? I HAVEN'T EVEN GOT STARTED ON CURSING YET! HAHA

I ♥ I-vy Chock. But she hates me T_T

Katy Perry and Justin Bieber. Over rated singers. Katy Perry SUCKS. And JB isnt hawt at all. =)

Walaowei. Luckily I didn't do the wrong thing. Coz now i realise you suck to the maximum =)

Get out of my sight can or not? It's already bad enough to know you're the same school with me.

> Haiz. I dunno why I hate you so much. But, JUST GET OUTTA MY SIGHT AND OUTTA MY MIND PLEASE.

Buoyancy of water. Jazz Sandhu says Beyonce of water. HAHAHHA

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million.It depends whose hands it's in. =)

Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.

Still can't forget the moment I almost stop breathing ; 25 / 9 / 2010

If you are my friend, join Thila Malaysia! She's awesome and well, JOIN THIS GROUP! Please please please.. If you do.. May God bless you. =D

Kenny G rocks =)

I know what you're playing on me, Mr.So-called-care-for-me-alot. I don't care if you send me a thousand messages or call me until your bill explodes [padam muka]. Coz you should know I'm not a replacement for something. So if you really wanna treat me this way, FCK OFF MY LIFE =)

I've been having this sore throat for many days. Haiz, may God bless me. LOL.

I just want my happiness back. Is that so hard to ask?

Got anyone wanna hurt me samore? FASTER COME LAH ==

Why is it when I make a decision? You make me turn 180 degrees back?! ==

Sai : Eh now i aiming you and him togetherMe : FCK YOU LAH *toot toot toot toot*Sai to Vhimall : Eh why lah like this now...Vhimall : ? What?Sai : I'm suppose to fck her right.Me : ==||||

Blasting my TV radio so that my parents can't hear the computer engine =D

I still hate Lucas Chee for not even recognizing me at the Hari Kantin last year. Zzz.

I sweat, by the moon and the stars in the sky. I'd be there xD

WOOHOO!! THE iPHONE 4 IS LAUNCHED! OMG SO EXCITED!!- You wan excited for wad? You're never getting one. ==

Never.Let.Her.Go

Pn. Bahariah's persaraan. ARGH

Birthday post :)

Thank you

Why is it when I wish someone good luck for their exam, they say "O_o finish adi lah."
== bad timing

I JUST STARTED FORM 1 SEJ! AND WTC I GOT 50++ TOPICS TO GO FOR ALL FORM 1 SUBJECTS.
I haven't mentioned form 2 yet. Zzzz.

Why is it all the artist in the world can never be ATTRACTIVE? Only Patch, Damen and Sam are irresistible ==. Book characters VS Artist.
Patch win =D

If roses are red and violets are blue, then what the hell is the colour violet?
-Nigahiga ♥

Mum : Eh go get the staircase and climb so that you can lap this dusty spot?
Me : ... You meant the ladder?
Mum : Yeah. That wan.

A basketball in my hands is worth about $19.
A basketball in Michael Jordan's hands is worth about $33 million.
It depends whose hands it's in. =)

Sai : Eh now i aiming you and him together
Me : FCK YOU LAH toot toot toot toot
Sai to Vhimall : Eh why lah like this now...
Vhimall : ? What?
Sai : I'm suppose to fck her right.
Me : ==||||

WOOHOO!! THE iPHONE 4 IS LAUNCHED! OMG SO EXCITED!!
- You wan excited for wad? You're never getting one. ==